Tag: Raithion Maenaer

  • Blades of Ashes – Ch 23

    The Case of the Commandery Princess and the Prime Minister’s Narrow Escape

    Chapter 23

    The convoy stopped at a clean, timber-framed inn just outside the city walls. Raithion sat with Azula on the same side of a corner table for two, tucked away from the main rush of the bustling dining hall. Heavy oak beams overhead held the rich aromas of pan-roasted chicken, spiced gravy, and fresh tea, while the room hummed with the clatter of cutlery and boisterous conversation. Raithion’s legion officers and Azula’s guard mingled at adjacent tables, eating hearty meals and stepping out in shifts to refresh the horses, practically taking over the establishment.

    Azula sliced a tender piece of chicken from his plate and offered the bite to Raithion before carving one for himself. He nodded in quiet satisfaction after a few chews.

    “You know, the last time we had a meal at an inn together, you still ate sweet and sour roasted chicken and called me a tyrant,” Raithion said, the memory sending a wave of warmth through his chest. He remembered vividly how annoyed Azula had been with him back then.

    “When I’m at home, I love grilled fish. When on a journey, I enjoy well-roasted sweet and sour chicken,” Azula replied, leaning back in his chair to glance out the leaded-glass windows. “It’s noisier here. A lot more people are walking on the streets. I can’t imagine how busy the capital itself must be.”

    “We’re close,” Raithion said, his gaze lingering on the curve of Azula’s neck before turning toward the busy street beyond the inn. “There are always travelers coming in and out to trade, to deal with government issues, and to visit the hospitals and schools.”

    Raithion watched as a faint crease formed between Azula’s brows. He followed Azula’s line of sight outside, spotting a pair of curious bystanders inspecting the heavy iron-rimmed carriages parked in the courtyard, watching both the legion brothers and the Sura clan members tending the horses.

    “They watch us more,” Azula noted, his tone tight. “I suspect it is because of our hair.”

    “Let them watch,” Raithion said softly.

    Azula chuckled and picked up his fork, spearing another piece of chicken. Raithion glanced at him, caught by the sudden shift in mood.

    “What?” Raithion asked.

    “You would say that,” Azula said. “People have watched you all your life, haven’t they? You got used to it.”

    “It was easier when I was Draeya General,” Raithion said, resting his arm over the back of Azula’s chair, his fingers brushing the fabric near Azula’s shoulder. “Back then, I just needed to make sure the assigned missions were successful and that my legion had its pay.”

    “What about now?” Azula asked gently.

    Raithion let out a tired sigh, the exhaustion of constant vigilance pressing behind his eyes. “Commandery Prince has to deal with too much politics in the capital. I wish I could abandon the post, but my little sister is Basilinna. I can’t fail at protecting her.”

    Azula studied him for a moment, his gaze searching Raithion’s face. Then he cut a bite-sized piece of chicken and lifted the fork to Raithion’s lips.

    “Eat,” Azula said softly. “Everything is easier when your stomach is full, and you have strength.”

    Raithion parted his lips and accepted the meat. A quiet, sharp jolt of joy settled in his chest when Azula used the same fork to spear a roasted potato for himself. The subtle intimacy of the indirect kiss warmed Raithion from the inside out, softening his stern expression into a genuine smile as he chewed.

    Haedor approached their nook, pulling out a heavy wooden chair to sit across from them.

    “We have a message from Kailu. He’s asking if we can find a place to stay outside the city tonight,” Haedor said, lowering his voice below the roar of the dining hall. “There are too many people interested in our convoy. He can’t guarantee safety tonight.”

    “Safety from whom?” Azula asked, lifting his cup to take a slow sip of tea.

    “Every prying eye in the city,” Haedor said. “There’s particular interest from the Dowager Basilinna. She has people watching the Maenaer house.”

    Raithion tapped his index finger against the table’s surface, thinking for a moment, then he nodded. “Reach out to Noriel. House Draug will help us.”

    “Right.” Haedor stood up and hurried away to dispatch the message.

    “Noriel?” Azula asked, turning his head toward Raithion.

    Raithion leaned in close, his breath brushing the shell of Azula’s ear as he whispered over the ambient clamor.

    “She’s my sister, the middle child of the family,” Raithion said, enjoying the momentary closeness. “She married a merchant. They have discreet routes to move around without drawing attention. She’ll be invaluable.”

    “Sounds interesting,” Azula said. He stretched his arms above his head, the movement fluid and relaxed. “I’m going to the outhouse. Make sure Wolfe and Haedor pay for the meals here. The inn actually has good chicken.”

    “Mm, I’ll handle it,” Raithion said, his eyes following Azula’s retreat before he motioned across the room for Sharian.

    ****

    Azula got up and left the dining room, conscious of four of his guards following him, shadowing his steps as he walked out of the main inn building through the back door. Three of them stayed outside the clean outhouse, while one went in with him. The inn had vases of sweet-smelling herbs mounted on the walls alongside sinks with fragrant soap pods in bowls. The stalls were clean. There were five stalls in total.

    Azula walked into one. The toilet was made of a low-quality ceramic material, not the same standard as the smooth porcelain crafted on Sura Island, but it was clean and durable. A large tank of water was mounted at the top of the stall with a string that pulled a lever to release the water when done. A pipe connected to the ceramic toilet, flushing after use. Azula assumed the wastewater went out through a pipe underneath the building. The plumbing solution was quite well thought out, efficient for an establishment handling so many customers. A wooden holder was mounted on the wall of the stall with a stack of mulberry paper for toilet use.

    Azula approved as he finished his business in relative comfort and pulled the cord to flush.

    He stepped out of the stall and moved to the stone sinks built in a neat line on the opposite side of the room to wash his hands. The rafters of the outhouse were high and exposed, with thick timber beams crossing from one side to the other. Two of the large beams supported a heavy earthenware tank filled with water for handwashing. As cold water poured over his palms from a bronze tap, a sudden prickle of unease tightened Azula’s chest.

    High above, a sharp outline broke the pattern of dust motes in the sunlight streaming through a gap in the rafters. A shadow shifted.

    Azula adjusted his footing, keeping his breathing steady through a surge of adrenaline. With a muted thud, a man dressed in all black dropped from one of the overhead beams, landing lightly on his boots just a few feet behind him.

    “Who are you?” Azula asked, letting the cold water slide over his hands. He rubbed his fingers together and checked his short nails, making sure they were clean, forcing a calm he didn’t feel into his voice to buy a fraction of a second.

    “You should never have come to the capital,” the man growled, unsheathing a long, wicked blade from the scabbard at his back. “The Sura do not belong here.”

    A cold anger flared in Azula’s chest; he was tired of the capital’s endless prejudice against his people. He slammed his left palm down on the bronze tap’s lever, shutting off the water with a sharp snap. In the same motion, his right hand flicked open the leather catch of his custom holster on his right hip. His fingers locked around the wooden grip of his modified repeating crossbow, his index finger resting against the smooth metal trigger.

    The assassin lunged forward, driving the tip of his longsword straight for Azula’s chest.

    Azula didn’t flinch. He raised the compact weapon, lined up the sight, and pulled the trigger.

    The heavy bolt buried itself deep into the assassin’s left thigh. The man gasped, his momentum faltering, but the sword’s thrust carried through. Azula pivoted sharply to the right, the cold steel of the blade slicing through the empty air where he had been standing a second before.

    Before the attacker could adjust his grip, Azula’s personal guard closed the distance. The guard caught the assassin’s sword-arm in a brutal wrench, twisting the limb back until the bone popped, then sank a heavy dagger straight into the man’s shoulder. The assassin collapsed to the stone floor with a muffled groan, incapacitated.

    Azula racked the side lever on his crossbow with a swift, practiced motion of his thumb. Internal gears whirred as the top-mounted ten-bolt cartridge fed the next steel-tipped bolt smoothly into the chamber.

    Suddenly, the wooden doors of the outhouse burst inward. The rest of his guard ran inside the outhouse, forming a protective circle around him. They were followed by a large number of assassins dressed in black.

    “Your Highness, stay back!” the guard yelled, stepping into a defensive stance in front of Azula. He faced three men in black charging at him, their swords drawn. The rest of the guard was similarly engaged with the onslaught of intruders.

    Heart hammering against his ribs, Azula tracked an attacker with his crossbow. He didn’t wait for his guard to absorb the full wave. Aiming over the guard’s shoulder, Azula pulled the trigger; thwack, the bolt struck the intruder squarely in the chest. Without breaking rhythm, Azula’s thumb drove the reloading lever forward and back, locking another bolt into place with a crisp metallic click.

    His guard was managing the remaining number of assassins easily, dropping them one by one. Azula noticed two remaining assassins rushing in through the doorway together. The guard standing in front of Azula stepped forward, parrying a violent downward chop with his short sword, while Azula leaned out from behind his defender’s flank, firing twice in rapid succession. Thwack. Thwack.

    One attacker dropped to his knees, clutching his neck, while the other stumbled backward, falling into a vase mounted on the wall before he fell. Azula took in a deep breath, his right hand shaking with his efforts as his guard finished off the rest of the assassins scrambling to reach him.

    *****

    Raithion finished arranging the new route with Wolfe, Sennin, and Haedor. Noriel’s husband, Hujan, owned an estate outside the city called Draug Village. The Draug family owned many merchant carriages and knew obscure trade routes, which allowed them to move freely across the kingdom. If they could disguise Azula’s team among Draug merchants, they could reach the palace without interference.

    “Let’s have one of Haedor’s lieutenants create a distraction,” Raithion said. “I’ll lead the Sura to the palace while Haedor and his lieutenants lead the most recognizable carriages to the Maenaer house. It will look like I’ve escorted visitors from the Draug family. They won’t have time to think twice…”

    An explosion of panicked shouts near the kitchen hallway shattered the dining room’s friendly atmosphere. Raithion spun, steel clearing his scabbard in a heartbeat, as a terrifying realization hit him: the clash had erupted in seconds, a sudden strike aimed at the defenseless. Azula’s guard surged into a wall of iron, shielding the unarmed Sura clan members scrambling under tables while black-clad assassins lunged with lethal longswords.

    Before the violence could spread, Raithion’s legion officers joined Azula’s guard, fighting with practiced ease. Within three pounding heartbeats, the legion and Azula’s guards cut down the assassins, disarming them before they could do any damage. However, the assassins slammed their jaws shut, biting into hidden poison capsules, and collapsed to the floor in convulsing silence, one after another.

    Cold dread seized Raithion’s chest as he scanned the blood-spattered room.

    Azula wasn’t there. He hadn’t returned from the outhouse.

    Panic ripped through him, raw and suffocating. Raithion sprinted to the inn’s back exit, his boots slamming against the floorboards, his heart hammering in his throat. Every stride felt too slow; the thought of losing Azula rendered the world a terrifying blur.

    He burst into the outhouse and froze at the threshold, gasping for air.

    The scene inside was a shock of absolute, brutal efficiency. Nearly ten assassins lay broken and motionlessly scattered across the floor amidst shattered ceramic vases and crushed, fragrant herbs.

    Azula’s personal guards were already calmly dragging the corpses into an organized pile by the entrance. In the center of the carnage stood Azula, alive, unbothered, and vigorously scrubbing at his left cuff under a trickling faucet.

    “Damn it,” Azula muttered, frowning at his arm. “Alvas is going to kill me. She always harps on me when I get gear grease on my clothes. What will she be like when she sees bloodstains?”

    Raithion crossed the room in two strides, throwing his arms around Azula and pulling him into a desperate, crushing embrace. He buried his face in Azula’s neck, needing the steady rhythm of his heartbeat to stop his own hands from shaking.

    Azula gasped, his arms frozen midair in surprise. “Why are you holding on so tight? Raith?”

    “Shut up,” Raithion rasped, his voice thick with unraveled terror. “I thought I lost you. Let me hold you, my heart.”

    “I’m fine,” Azula soothed, his tone softening as he relaxed against Raithion’s chest and wrapped his arms around his back, giving a few gentle pats. “My guards are very good at their job. This isn’t the first time we’ve dealt with a few assassins.”

    Even as Azula gently squirmed to free himself, Raithion couldn’t bring himself to let go. The terror remained etched too deeply, his chest still heaving with residual adrenaline.

    “Raith,” Azula coaxed with infinite patience. “Let me go. We left one alive, but he was stabbed in the back. He has limited time to speak before he bleeds out. I’ll let you hold me later.”

    A faint snort echoed from the entryway. Raithion reluctantly released his grip and turned to see Wolfe and Sennin standing by the door. Wolfe hastily slapped a hand over his mouth, turning his head to muffle a quiet laugh.

    Ignoring the old man’s amusement, Raithion stepped back, his eyes tracking Azula as he walked toward an assassin kneeling on the floor. A guard held the man down, his hand still gripping the hilt of a dagger sunk deep into the killer’s shoulder blade. The assassin let out a wet groan as Azula crouched down in front of him.

    Azula’s face was a mask of icy, terrifying stillness. There was no heat in his eyes, only an absolute, chilling detachment that sent an unexpected shiver down Raithion’s spine.

    “Who sent you?” Azula asked, his voice low. “Earlier, you said the Sura don’t belong here. Where do you mean?”

    “The c-capital,” the man spat through red-stained teeth. “You should never have returned.”

    Azula leaned in close, his gaze locking onto the dying man’s pupils.

    “Where the Sura belong is not yours to dictate,” Azula whispered coldly. “And your master’s blade will not cut us down before we have our say.”

    “You won’t get to say anything,” the assassin hissed. “There are more of us…coming for you.”

    “Then we’ll see who wins the argument.”

    Without a flicker of hesitation or pity, Azula offered a single nod to the guard holding the dagger. The guard ripped the steel free in one fluid twist. The assassin gasped, collapsed onto his side, and bled out on the floor within seconds.

    Raithion stared at the dead assassin, then at Azula, who simply stood, turned back to the basin, and resumed rubbing at his sleeve as if he had merely stepped on an insect. Raithion’s breath caught in his throat. He had known Azula as passionate, soft-spoken, and warm, yet here stood a sovereign prince who dispatched a life with ruthless, razor-sharp pragmatism.

    The contrast both impressed and terrified him, as he realized his partner was far more dangerous, and lethal, than he remembered.

    “You killed him,” Raithion said quietly, still processing the swiftness of the execution.

    “I’m sure he’s right,” Azula said casually, inspecting his wet cuff. “More will come. If you want a live prisoner to interrogate, pick one from the next batch. For now, we eliminate the pests and force whoever sent them to suffer the losses. It’s better never to be kind to an assassin. Otherwise, you’ll lose your life.”

    “Azula…” Raithion began, awe and residual shock warring in his chest.

    It was clear now more than ever that Azula had come prepared to fight it out and spared no time to mourn a bunch of assassins coming after his life. It was both comforting and worrying.

    “It was never going to be a welcome party, Raith,” Azula said, turning his gaze toward Wolfe. “Tell all our guards to wear their armor and arm up. We’re in for a wild ride in this capital.”

    Raithion let out a long breath, a fierce pride swelling beneath his lingering worry. His partner wasn’t a fragile prize to be sheltered; he had turned into a hardened, brilliant blade.

    Looks like my consort is as deadly as any general, Raithion thought, a dry smile touching his lips as he watched Azula coordinate with Wolfe and Sennin.

    “They’ve shown their hand,” Raithion said, stepping up beside him. “It’s time to play ours. Are you ready?”

    Azula finally gave up on the bloodstain and looked at him.

    “It’s your game for now,” Azula said. “We’re just the players until we stand before the Basileus.”

    “And what happens then?” Raithion asked, intrigued.

    “Then we play by my rules,” Azula said smoothly. He turned on his heel and strode out of the outhouse, Wolfe, Sennin, and his escort falling into line behind him, leaving the pile of dead assassins for Raithion’s legion to clean up.

    Raithion watched him go, a sudden laugh breaking from his chest when he remembered that Azula hardly ever followed any set game rules. Azula’s rules meant no rules at all.

    ******

    Soriel peeled apples for her son and cut them into little rabbit shapes, her heart swelling with warmth as Rane made the fruit hop through the air before happily devouring them. Beside her, Dio reclined on a lounge chair, engrossed in administrative reports, absently opening his mouth to accept the sweet apple slices she fed him. The lunch hour sun bathed the Rose Hall courtyard in brilliant light, filling the air with the delicate scent of blooming petals and soft laughter. A large white canvas was draped over four pillars, offering them restful shade.

    Meira, Soriel’s trusted guard, entered from the main palace archway with fast steps. She approached the low table and handed Soriel a small, tightly rolled scroll, making her pause mid-slice.

    Soriel set her knife and the half-peeled apple on the silver platter, unrolling the parchment to read the neat script from Noriel:

    Brother has asked me to host a guest in my house. He specifically asked for hazelnut wafers to be available. He also asked to let this guest use the bedroom I keep for his personal use. Curious. – Noriel’

    She gasped softly. Her eyes widened, and a slow, radiant smile spread across her face, a mix of disbelieving hope and intense sibling curiosity. Her heart beat faster against her ribs.

    Could it truly be? After five long, agonizing years of watching Raithion wall off his heart, had someone finally cracked through his armor? A protective affection welled up inside her. She desperately wanted to believe he was allowing himself to live and love again.

    She looked up from the note, her cheeks flushed with excitement, and found Dio watching her intently, his sharp gaze softening at her reaction.

    “What?” Dio asked, setting his reports aside. “Your smile is unusual, my rose. Who has sparked your interest?”

    Soriel chuckled softly, her eyes sparkling with fond mischief as she pressed the parchment into Dio’s open palm.

    “Weren’t you curious about my brother and whether he has someone he cares for?” Soriel grinned, leaning closer.

    Dio scanned the brief lines, his brows drawing together in thought as he sat up. “This is… it reads like he’s taking care of Yulin.”

    “Yulin likes peaches,” Soriel countered, a gentle impatience lacing her voice as she leaned over the arm of his chair. “The point is not the food, though hazelnut wafers are certainly telling. It is the bedroom, my love. He has not allowed a single soul near his private quarters for four long years.”

    “Oh.” Dio frowned, handing the note back to her. “I still don’t understand.”

    “You don’t need to understand; you just need to appreciate that I understand,” Soriel said. She dropped the scroll into a water bowl resting on the table, watching with satisfying finality as the ink bled out into blue clouds and dissolved completely. She turned to Meira, her voice ringing with newfound purpose. “Hurry. I want to visit Noriel immediately. Help me plan a discreet exit.”

    “You’re going yourself?” Dio asked, a faint crease forming between his brows.

    “Mm,” Soriel said, nodding firmly as a protective maternal instinct flared alongside her excitement. “I have to see who it is with my own eyes. I won’t let Raithion meet another snake. I’ll protect him if I have to. He has suffered enough. He deserves genuine happiness.”

    “But,” Dio sighed, glancing between her and their son. “What about Rane and me?”

    “I’ll take Rane with me,” Soriel decided, a brilliant smile lighting her features. “You’ll be fine here for a few days, my love. Wait for my return.”

    She leaned down, pressing a lingering, tender kiss against Dio’s cheek. She stood in one fluid motion and held out her hand to their son.

    “Rane, come with Mamma. Let’s go see who Uncle Raith brought home.”

    A delighted, breathy giggle escaped her lips as she turned to leave, her pulse dancing with anticipation.

    “I want to see who Raith brought home too,” Dio called after her, pouting slightly. “You didn’t even offer to bring me.”

    Soriel paused, a soft wave of affection washing over her. She looped back around the marble table, leaning down to capture Dio’s lips in a warm, reassuring kiss that lingered just long enough to leave him breathless. She then gently nudged Rane, who dutifully planted a sticky, sweet apple-kiss on his father’s cheek.

    Satisfied, Dio sank back into his chair with a helpless, loving smile. Soriel took her son’s small hand in hers, her heart light and full of eager hope as they swept out of the sunny courtyard.

    ****

    Dio watched Soriel leave, then offered a sharp nod to the head of the silent guard lurking at the courtyard entrance. The tall man dressed simply in a blue tunic, crisp white trousers, and white boots approached Dio with soundless footsteps. Anyone who encountered him within the palace halls would assume he was merely one of the attendants keeping the marble floors polished, never imagining he managed Dio’s covert network. His unit was designed to reinforce the official palace guard under Lord Theod Dorn and secure intelligence on every corner of the realm for his monarch.

    “Why is Raithion involving Lady Draug in his movement, Pera?” Dio asked, his voice low and commanding, the quiet authority of a supreme ruler settling effortlessly over the sunlit space.

    “The Draeya Prince faced resistance in the form of assassins outside the city walls,” Pera said, bowing his head. “He reached out to Lady Draug to secure safe passage for your guest. The plan is to smuggle them into the city and directly into the palace, where we can offer direct protection and control the narrative. They are currently en route to Draug Village.”

    Dio leaned back against the plush cushion of his lounge chair, calculating the political ripples of the Sura Prince’s visit to the capital and his apparent personal attachment to Raithion. He loved Soriel fiercely; her joy was the anchor to his heavy crown, and he would gladly let her indulge her curiosity. But as Basileus, his priority remained absolute stability and control.

    “Support the Draeya Prince’s efforts,” Dio commanded, his tone hardening. “Nothing is permitted to happen to the Sura Prince on Lyrian soil. I will not have my court undermined by reckless assassins. Direct Prince Kailu and Duke Maenaer to stage a distraction within the capital. Something loud enough to draw every prying eye and buy Raithion the time he needs.”

    “It shall be done at once, Your Majesty,” Pera said.

    Dio waved his hand, dismissing his operative. He turned his gaze toward the water bowl, watching the faint blue residue of the note Soriel had dissolved floating on the surface. A rare, genuine thread of intrigue stirred beneath his royal composure. He was deeply fond of Raithion, not merely as his brother-in-law, but as one of the most formidable men in his realm, and an adopted brother his father had given him. Yet, winning Raithion’s unyielding personal trust was a notoriously brutal task.

    Dio had spent five years earning every inch of Raithion’s loyalty, even after marrying his beloved little sister. For a foreign prince to break through those impenetrable walls in a matter of weeks was an extraordinary feat.

    Dio respected power, but he respected those who could manipulate it even more.

    “Sura Prince,” Dio murmured to the quiet courtyard, a dark, intrigued smile touching his lips as Pera slipped into the shadows. “You must be very interesting indeed.”

    ****

    Azula opened the carriage window as the convoy passed through massive iron gates that clanked shut behind them. The private road was paved with smooth cobbles, but what caught his attention were the charming red-brick houses lined along the road. It felt less like entering a noble domain and more like stepping into a picturesque, prosperous village.

    The residences were both modest and idyllic, carrying a romantic air. The atmosphere was heightened by blooming flowers on windowsill boxes and thick, gnarled trees growing in lush patches between the lanes. The carriages wound along forested paths before bringing them to a halt before a brightly lit, two-story house constructed of red brick and capped with a massive thatched roof.

    The front doors stood open. A beautiful, dark-haired woman in a long, deep purple dress waited on the threshold beside a tall man whose arm encircled her waist, fussing gently with the heavy cloak over her shoulders.

    Azula watched as Raithion dismounted and hurried toward the woman. He pulled her into a warm hug and kissed her cheek before offering a playful scowl to her companion. Raithion shook the man’s hand with exaggerated reluctance, letting go after a brief exchange.

    Azula chuckled as he recognized Raithion being petty for pettiness’s sake. Moments later, his own carriage ground to a halt.

    Sennin opened the door and stepped out first. Raithion hurried over as Azula emerged, taking his hand to assist him down.

    “We’re here,” Raithion said, giving Azula’s hand an affectionate squeeze. “Come, I’ll introduce you to my sister.”

    Azula reached up to straighten his collar, but Raithion tugged him along before he had the chance. Seconds later, they were standing before Raithion’s sister and her husband, with Azula offering a helpless, disheveled smile.

    “Hujan, Noriel, this is Prince Azula Doriel of the Sura Nation,” Raithion said, his tone softening as he turned to Azula. “Azu, this is my second sister, Noriel Draug. She married Hujan the year we met. He’s the merchant of the family. We’ll stay here tonight and rely on his network to get us safely into the capital.”

    Azula gently slipped his fingers from Raithion’s grip to straighten his collar before facing the hosts.

    “It’s a pleasure to meet you,” Azula said. “I’m sorry to impose on you with such short notice, and I appreciate your hospitality.”

    Noriel smiled warmly, extending her hand. Azula took it with care. She was striking: her hair was like rich black mink, the color of her green eyes reminded Azula of fresh moss, and her features were a distinctly feminine echo of Raithion’s. Her gaze was kind when she looked at Azula.

    “Welcome to our home, Your Highness,” Noriel said softly. “It’s a pleasure to meet someone Raithion speaks of so earnestly. This is my husband, Hujan. He will help settle the members of your convoy in our merchant quarters. If you come inside with me, our staff can begin arranging the rest. You must be exhausted after days on the road. I have a comfortable room, a warm bath, and a hot meal waiting for you.”

    “That sounds heavenly,” Azula said. He signaled to Wolfe and Sennin to follow as Noriel stepped away from her husband to lead the way inside.

    Raithion remained by the entrance to speak with Hujan. Azula continued inside, assuming they would cross paths again later in the evening.

    Noriel proved a gracious host, guiding him up a grand staircase and down a quiet corridor to an expansive suite at the end of the hall. She opened the double doors and invited him in.

    “Please, come in,” Noriel said, her eyes briefly darting toward a decorative folding screen near the open terrace windows. She looked away, nervously adjusting the edges of her cloak.

    Azula caught the subtle movement, instantly aware that someone was standing behind the screen.

    “The suite is modest, but clean,” Noriel continued. “The linens are fresh, the furniture is comfortable, and my brother uses these quarters when he visits. It is an honor to host a prince in our home.”

    Azula gave a polite nod and stepped into the center of the sitting area. Noriel moved toward an armchair and sat, resting a hand protectively against her stomach. Azula noted the faint curve beneath her dress, realizing she was pregnant, which explained why her husband had been so attentive at the door. Her presence here was not a threat; she simply wanted to assess him.

    Azula turned to Wolfe and Sennin. “Will you wait outside for me for a moment?” Azula asked.

    Sennin nodded immediately. Wolfe cast a meaningful glance toward the terrace screen before following Sennin into the hallway. They pulled the doors shut behind them.

    Azula turned back to Noriel, who was watching him with quiet interest.

    “Lady Draug, you have questions for me,” Azula said with a knowing smile.

    “Your Highness is perceptive,” Noriel admitted. “I hope you’ll forgive me for not letting you rest first, but I couldn’t resist.”

    “I understand,” Azula said, clasping his hands loosely behind his back as he glanced around the room. “It’s clear how much you care for him.”

    “I do,” Noriel said. “My brother specifically requested these quarters for you.” She looked around the room. “I know what happened to your clan, and I understand why you’ve returned to the capital to seek justice for the wrongs done to you.”

    “You believe we were wronged?” Azula asked, surprised by her candor.

    “Capital politics are treacherous,” Noriel replied with a slight shrug. “Your clan ran reputable workshops here. I doubt you would risk your reputation on forged silver. As a merchant’s wife, I know that business requires stability to thrive. The Sura would not have stirred trouble needlessly.”

    Azula studied her, touched by her genuine belief in his people’s innocence. It was a comforting realization, and he felt a quiet warmth bloom in his chest. Raithion’s family was disarmingly easy to like.

    “Raithion has carried a heavy burden,” Noriel continued. “He told me your mother helped heal Yulin, and for that, you have my deepest gratitude. But I am curious how you gained his trust so quickly, enough for him to share his private space with you.”

    Azula released his hands and walked around a nearby sofa, seating himself on the far end. He leaned an elbow on the armrest, absently brushing at the bloodstain that still bothered him on his left sleeve.

    “So you’re concerned that Raithion has placed his trust in a Sura prince who might have hidden motives,” Azula surmised gently. “And you’re wondering if he’s being naive.”

    “Yes,” Noriel answered directly.

    Azula appreciated her honesty, so he offered her an equally frank response. “He trusts me because I am someone who trusts his authority the least in this world.”

    Noriel raised an eyebrow. “Meaning?”

    “I don’t care what authority he holds, or who his family is,” Azula said with a faint smirk. “It took effort on his part for me to take his word seriously. I judge him by his actions, not his rank. My distrust of his promises has eased after our recent candid conversations, but his position still holds little weight with me.”

    “He is the Commandery Prince of Lyria,” Noriel pointed out. “Isn’t that a bit dismissive, considering everything he has done? Aren’t you being too disrespectful of him?”

    “I am a Sura Prince. What is a Commandery Prince to me?” Azula replied. “Titles and job positions are only as meaningful as the sovereign who grants them. The one who elevated Raith did so while betraying my people, which led to the deaths of so many of my people. This act diminishes the honor of that title in my eyes. So, as you see, I am the person who cares least about what title your brother holds.”

    Noriel stared at him in surprise, then let out a soft laugh.

    “That is certainly a unique perspective,” Noriel said.

    “It is,” Azula agreed, smiling. “In truth, I’d prefer it if he gave up his title to become a horse trader or a carpenter. Then I could easily spirit him away to Sura Island as my consort. I am quite fond of how he holds me when we dance, among other things. Have I eased your concerns?”

    Noriel met his gaze for a long moment before bursting into a bright, genuine laugh, dabbing at her eyes with a kerchief.

    “Soriel, you might as well step out,” Noriel called toward the window. “I do believe Raith has found his match. I can’t wait to tell him he’s at risk of being carried off to an island by a prince.”

    Azula’s expression softened as a young woman stepped out from behind the screen. She wore an elegant dark blue gown, her dark hair woven into a thick braid accented with gold bird-shaped clips. She appeared to be the same age as him, and her eyes sparkled with the same bright humor that Noriel could not hold back.

    “You spoiled the fun, Nori,” Soriel teased, stepping over to sit beside Azula and taking his hand. “I apologize for hiding. We weren’t sure what to expect and decided to play a small trick. Please don’t be offended. I am Soriel, Raithion and Noriel’s youngest sister. I’ve been incorrigible under their care. Blame me. And my goodness, you are exceptionally handsome.”

    Azula couldn’t help but smile as Soriel held his hand in her warm palm. His gaze caught the pure red jade ring on her right index finger, and he realized with a quiet jolt that he was facing the Basilinna herself. Yet her playful warmth completely dissolved any sense of royal authority.

    “Say something,” Soriel prompted with a soft laugh. “I hope we didn’t startle you. I want to hear everything. How you met Raith, what life is like on Sura Island, and whether you would truly expect him to move there if you were ever married. It’s so far away; we would miss him dearly, just as we miss Yulin now that he’s in Draeya County. And thank you, truly, for helping Yulin.”

    “Little bird, you’re asking a thousand questions in one breath. Give him a chance to think,” Noriel interrupted gently. “How can he answer all of that at once?”

    Azula laughed softly, the lingering tension of the journey dissolving as he realized this playful interrogation felt remarkably like being cornered by his own sister Alise and her friends.

    *****

    Raithion finished talking to Hujan and Haedor, then froze as he turned and spotted Meira striding purposefully toward the back of the house. If Meira was here, it meant Soriel had left the palace and was in residence too.

    Panic flared in his chest at the thought of Azula facing a cunning Basilinna on his own without any warning. Excusing himself abruptly, Raithion turned and sprinted into the main house.

    He took the stairs two at a time, his heart hammering against his ribs in a desperate hurry to reach Azula. Hujan had warned him earlier that Noriel was in a delicate state, her pregnancy making her mood unpredictable. The thought of his sharp, calculating second sister joining forces with their brilliant, mischievous younger sister made a cold sweat break out on Raithion’s neck. He knew the intricate, exhausting mind games they were capable of playing on an unsuspecting outsider.

    They were only staying one night in Draug Village. In fact, at three in the morning, Haedor and Wolfe were scheduled to help him sneak Azula, the Sura clan members, and their key witnesses out of the estate under the cover of darkness to ride directly for the palace.

    Azula needed quiet, uninterrupted rest before the storm ahead, not a relentless cross-examination by the two most formidable women in Lyria.

    Raithion skidded to a halt in the open doorway of his usual bedroom, breathless and braced for disaster, only to stop dead in his tracks.

    The tense confrontation he had imagined was nowhere to be found.

    Instead, Azula, Noriel, and Soriel were squeezed together on the silk-upholstered couch like lifelong confidantes. There was a plate of hazelnut wafers and mint toffees on the low table. They were having steaming cups of tea as they leaned into one another, sharing bright, unrestrained laughter while comparing notes on the best ways to craft game cards.

    Sennin and Wolfe were nowhere in sight, having clearly deemed the room safe, while Sharian quietly laid out a fresh set of sleeping robes on the grand four-poster bed in the corner for Azula to change into later.

    Raithion stood at the doorway, the lingering panic in his chest dissolving into a profound, overwhelming stillness. For five agonizing years, his life had been defined by duty, loss of his free will, and the heavy hatred of a marriage he did not want to honor. He had guarded his heart amidst the worst of betrayals, trying to stay afloat amidst the pain.

    Yet here, bathed in the warm lamplight of his private sanctuary, stood the two sisters he lived to protect, and they were enchanted by the man he had chosen to stand beside him for the rest of his days.

    A wave of warmth bloomed deep within Raithion’s chest, richer and gentler than anything he had felt in years. Seeing his chosen lifelong partner, his consort-to-be, so effortlessly folded into the heart of his family filled a hollow space he hadn’t realized still existed in his chest, and it warmed his heart as nothing ever could.

    *****

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  • Blades of Ashes – Ch 22

    The Case of the Commandery Princess and the Prime Minister’s Narrow Escape

    Chapter 22

    Please note: this story is an MM romance. This chapter contains NSFW content midway, including a sexual encounter between Raith and Azula. If this makes you uncomfortable, do not read it. For everyone else, enjoy!

    The scent of roasted meat filled the night, mingling with herbs and spices that whetted the appetite. Laughter and lively music filled the courtyard. Raithion sipped the mild wine that had gotten Azula drunk the evening before. His gaze rested on Azula, who danced in the open space with Yulin and a small girl, laughing as they held hands and skipped to the string-and-drum music played by the musicians seated beneath a small tent.

    Raithion smiled, unable to contain the warmth spreading through his chest. He had spent the past two hours showing Azula his woodworking shop, watching with quiet pride as Azula admired each piece of furniture and exclaimed over the craftsmanship. When Azula declared that he intended to commission a set for his bedroom, pleasure struck Raithion with startling force.

    Azula’s enthusiasm felt genuine, untouched by courtesy or obligation, and Raithion had found himself wanting to show him everything. He had dragged Azula to the stables next, eager to introduce him to his prized horses and see that same wonder brighten his face again. Azula had even wanted to ride, but the evening feast was nearly upon them, and they both needed time to prepare. So Raithion had promised to take him in the morning.

    Azula had become more approachable over the past two days. The high walls he had kept up on the island, and after arriving in Lyria, were slowly melting away. Well, not all the way down, but their height had diminished. After all, the weight of Azula’s task remained. It was visible in his eyes whenever he touched the smooth carnelian stone resting against his collarbone, and in his hair, now gathered into a tight ponytail with a gold clasp, the strawberry blonde strands falling down his back in a beautiful cascade.

    Raithion wanted to touch it and feel its silken softness once again, as he had the night before, while Azula slept.

    This evening, Azula had changed into a dark green tunic with long sleeves and gold embroidery along its hems and collar. He wore black trousers and handsome black boots. He looked carefree as he danced with Yulin in the balmy evening while the courtyard filled with cheerful music, laughter, and the appetizing scent of roasting meat.

    The legion officers who traveled with Raithion and Haedor had planned a feast in the back courtyard behind the manor. Wives and children soon joined Azula in the open space, dancing and clapping with excitement.

    There was no particular reason for the celebration, only the desire to gather after spending several days together. Food was passed around on plates while some of the men rested on long lounge chairs arranged along the edge of the open courtyard, talking, eating, drinking their fill, and teasing one another.

    “You stare at him as though he’ll disappear the next minute,” Haedor said from his position on the long couch beside Raithion.

    Haedor arranged the pillows behind his back, allowing himself to sit comfortably as he sipped wine from his goblet. He wore a simple gray tunic and dark trousers, with sandals on his feet. Haedor looked as relaxed as he ever allowed himself to become.

    “I suppose I still can’t believe he’s willing to be here and mingle among us,” Raithion said.

    Azula was the only member of the Sura Clan in the clearing. His guards preferred to spend their time in the lounge inside the main house or visit their families in the Sura village. One guard followed Azula discreetly, but he did not join the festivities.

    “The existence of the Sura village has softened him,” Haedor said. “His losses must have weighed on him. You could see the relief on his face when he met his people that day. His heart is probably lighter now.”

    “I know,” Raithion said, finishing his wine.

    Azula was laughing as Yulin held on to his right hand and attempted to twirl in place. Raithion smiled when Azula picked Yulin up and held him securely as he danced around, making Yulin giggle with joy and stretch out his arms in exhilaration.

    It had been so long since Raithion had seen Yulin this happy.

    Suddenly, Raithion remembered Azula clinging to the doorjamb and refusing to let go, and his smile widened. It turned out Azula was still a child at heart.

    Azula could be bright when he chose, and that brightness seemed to endear him to the children around him. He lit up the space around him. For a moment, Raithion remembered the carefree Azula who had once stolen his chess piece after winning a game by his own rules during a carriage ride.

    A smile curved Raithion’s lips at the memory.

    “Kailu sent a message,” Haedor said. “He says your father raised the matter of Prince Azula meeting with His Majesty. His Majesty agreed, but insisted upon full court attendance.”

    Raithion let out a soft sigh. “A public meeting at court will paint a target on the Sura Clan. We’ll need to address the reopening of the forged-silver case immediately and present the evidence and witnesses at the same time. Then it will become a race to find the hidden truth. Gesi Ajai will do his best to stop Azula from closing this case the right way.”

    “Why would the Basileus make such a decision?” Haedor asked.

    Raithion’s gaze narrowed as he remembered Dio’s argument when Raithion had insisted upon leaving.

    “The only reason Basileus Dio would make such a decision is that he wants to break the deadlock between the two political parties,” Raithion said. “Libert and Populi have been a thorn in his side since he took the throne. The forged-silver case will either break Gesi Ajai or break the stalemate between them at court.”

    Raithion sighed.

    “Azula’s people are once again caught in the middle of a power struggle. We need to find a way to win the Prime Minister’s support and close this case.”

    Haedor drank his wine, shaking his head. “We still don’t know why Lady Naeri was poisoned.”

    “Naeri’s poisoning is tied to Gesi Ajai,” Raithion said. “Before she drank her tea, she was going to tell me something. The driver’s testimony that she returned home in a hurry is suspicious enough. Rassa must have been asked to deal with Naeri, but she grew ambitious horns. The poisoner using silver malice must have another target.”

    “Doesn’t that place Prince Azula in danger?” Haedor asked, his gaze on Azula, who was handing Yulin to his nanny and Sharian.

    “Perhaps,” Raithion said. “Then again, the Sura were already in danger. Their existence in the capital will upset everyone who wants them gone.”

    Haedor let out a long sigh and drank deeply from his goblet. “It will be another period of unrest in the capital.”

    Raithion nodded, but his attention snagged on one of the young women from the legion officers’ families as she approached Azula.

    Azula had finished speaking with Sharian and now stood beside the buffet, picking grapes from a platter. The young woman blushed as she stopped beside him and offered a greeting.

    Azula turned to her with a full smile.

    A sharp, irrational heat pierced Raithion’s chest. Raithion’s jaw clenched, a dark scowl instantly taking over his features. He had watched Azula dance with children and speak with officers and their wives all evening without complaint, but the sight of the young woman gazing up at him with such open admiration awakened something quite unreasonable in his heart.

    Something possessive and frighteningly vulnerable.

    “This time is different,” Raithion said to Haedor, though his gaze remained fixed on Azula. “No one will have the power to interfere with my decisions. I will protect who I want to protect, and I will chase down the culprit without fear.”

    He made the promise about the investigation in the capital, but it was also about Azula.

    Unable to sit back and watch for another second, Raithion stood up and placed his goblet on the table beside Haedor. He stepped down from the low stone platform where the lounge chairs had been arranged and crossed the courtyard.

    Azula was smiling at the young woman with curiosity as he ate another grape. Raithion told himself there was no need to hurry, but every step carried him toward Azula with an urgency he could not deny.

    “Are you single, Your Highness?” the young woman asked. “If so, would you dance with me with the intention of courtship?”

    Azula grinned and looked up as Raithion stopped directly behind her.

    Their gazes met.

    “Beautiful lady,” Azula said, holding Raithion’s gaze, “I’m afraid I am spoken for. Though it saddens me to turn you away. If you had met me three days ago, I might have agreed to your dance.”

    The words struck Raithion squarely in the chest.

    Spoken for. He should not have taken so much satisfaction from hearing them, but warmth spread through him all the same.

    “Oh.” The young woman glanced at Azula with regret. “Who has chosen you?”

    Azula lifted an eyebrow at Raithion.

    “It seems the jealous warrior behind you has come to guard his territory,” Azula said, amusement warming his voice. “Look at how green his eyes have gone with jealousy.”

    The young woman turned and gaped when she recognized Raithion.

    “Lord Raith.”

    “Jhuni, I think I should tell your brother you’re here,” Raithion said.

    “It’s only a dance,” Jhuni said confidently, her tone turning teasing. “I’m allowed to ask the most handsome man here to dance. He’s practically glowing with beauty. I had to try.”

    “You’re too bold,” Raithion said, offering a mock scowl that barely masked his very real possessiveness.

    “Why? Because I dared to steal your sweetheart?” Jhuni asked. “You haven’t marked him as yours, anyway. I don’t see a gold bangle on his wrist, staking your claim.”

    The lack of gold on Azula’s wrist suddenly felt like an accusation.

    “You’re too much,” Raithion grumbled.

    Jhuni turned to Azula. “If he isn’t right for you, consider me. I’m willing.”

    She rose onto her toes and kissed Azula’s cheek before darting off into the crowd, leaving Azula laughing softly at her audacity.

    Raithion cursed under his breath. He took Azula’s right hand and pulled him closer, unable to resist the need to feel Azula against him. Azula came willingly, leaning into Raithion as he looked up at him. The warmth of Azula’s body against his own soothed the jagged edges of his jealousy.

    “Don’t encourage her,” Raithion complained.

    “I’m not, but it was entertaining to see you jealous over a sweet crush,” Azula said with a laugh.

    Raithion should have denied it. Instead, he lowered his voice, unwilling to hide behind pride.

    “Fine. I was jealous that she dared to ask you to dance.”

    He leaned closer and pressed a kiss to Azula’s cheek, directly over the place Jhuni’s lips had touched. The childish satisfaction it gave him should have been embarrassing.

    It was not.

    “Well, I’ll tell you a secret.” Azula’s laughter softened. “Unfortunately for her, I have only ever thought about, wanted, or dreamed of kissing you, Raithion Maenaor. What do you say to that?”

    Raithion forgot the noise of the courtyard. For one suspended moment, the music, laughter, and conversations around them faded beneath the rush of blood in his ears.

    Azula had chosen him. Despite their painful past, somewhere beneath all the emotional walls in Azula’s heart, Azula had wanted him. Only him.

    Raithion slid a possessive hand around Azula’s waist, dragging him even closer until there was no space between them. Azula responded, sliding his hands up to rest on the broad span of Raithion’s shoulders, tilting his head back slightly so that they could continue looking into each other’s eyes.

    “Will you dance with me?” Raithion asked, his heart hammering against his ribs. “This dance and all other dances we encounter.”

    Azula’s smile faltered slightly, and a hint of hesitation shadowed his eyes.

    “I don’t know about all the other dances, but you may have this one today.”

    A faint ache moved through Raithion, but he did not allow it to sharpen into disappointment. One dance was not forever, but neither was it a refusal.

    Azula was still here, still held within his arms, and still looking at him as though Raithion mattered.

    Raithion nodded, brushing his thumb gently along the curve of Azula’s spine. “I’ll make sure you have many more dances in your future. I only hope you’ll let me share each one with you.”

    “Are you using this moment to declare sovereignty over me?” Azula asked softly.

    “What sovereignty?” Raithion asked.

    The music changed to a slow, sweeping tune, perfectly suited for the moment.

    Raithion held Azula securely, guiding him into a slow, lazy two-step rhythm right in the middle of the clearing. Their bodies moved in tandem, their closeness a bold, undeniable signal of their growing intimacy to anyone watching. Soon, other couples joined them, spinning around their secluded orbit.

    “You’re so independent that half the time, I don’t know whether you need me at all,” Raithion continued. “I have to fight for your attention at every turn. Tell me, how many people have approached you wanting a dance?”

    “Tonight or before on the island?” Azula asked.

    Raithion sighed as the thought of Azula surrounded by people seeking his hand twisted through his chest.

    “I suddenly don’t want to know. Your question is enough to tell me there have been plenty.”

    Azula chuckled, a warm, rich sound, and surrendered to the music, resting his head directly over Raithion’s racing heart.

    Raithion tightened his arm around him, treasuring the trusting weight of Azula’s body against his. He had spent so long wondering whether Azula would ever lower his defenses that even this simple closeness felt precious.

    “Raith,” Azula murmured into the dark fabric of his tunic.

    Then he spoke the one confession Raithion had never expected.

    “I’ve been so busy helping my clan that I never spared much thought for romance. I’m—uh—a virgin.”

    Raithion stopped in the middle of their dance, his arms tightening instinctively around Azula, holding him as if he were infinitely precious.

    “Azula,” he whispered, the tone carrying a world of awe and reverence.

    The confession startled him, but the trust beneath it stole his breath.

    Azula lifted his head from Raithion’s chest and met his gaze. His brown eyes were wide with anticipation, uncertainty, and a vulnerability so open that Raithion’s heart began pounding too fast.

    He held Azula more securely, wanting to shield that trust rather than frighten it away.

    “I’m sober tonight,” Azula said, his words clear and deliberate. “Are you?”

    Raithion understood the question. More importantly, he understood what Azula was offering him.

    Desire surged through him, hot and immediate, but tenderness filled him up faster than he could think. Azula was placing something precious in his hands, and Raithion would not treat it carelessly.

    “I’m sober,” Raithion said, answering with a solemn note.

    “Then…” Azula locked his arms securely around Raithion’s neck, a brilliant, breathtaking smile breaking across his face.

    Raithion did not need a second invitation. He gently uncurled Azula’s right arm from his shoulder, tracing his fingers down the length of it until he found Azula’s hand. He held it tight, lifting it to press a soft, fervent kiss to his knuckles, allowing the touch to carry everything he could not yet say.

    “I think we’ve spent enough time here,” Raithion said, his voice rougher than before, his gaze filled with promise. “Don’t you? Will you come with me?”

    Azula nodded. “I’m happy to go wherever with you.”

    The answer sent a wave of joy through Raithion. He tightened his hold on Azula’s hand and turned to seek out Haedor. He was so consumed by the man beside him that he even forgot to scowl at Haedor’s amused expression.

    Raithion merely gave Haedor a nod, signaling for him to take over hosting the feast, and then led Azula away from the courtyard.

    ****

    Azula sank into the hot water of the sunken bath in Raithion’s residence and closed his eyes as the heat wrapped around him. He lowered himself until the water covered his head and soaked his hair, then rose and pushed the wet strands away from his face.

    His gaze settled on the handsome man seated on the submerged bench along the opposite side of the bath.

    Raithion was naked, his dark hair wet and clinging to his shoulders. Years of training and fighting showed in the hard definition of his chest and arms.

    Azula crossed the length of the bath, which was built like a small pool with smooth white tiles. Warm water brushed his waist and rippled around him as he moved.

    Raithion watched him approach.

    “Why did you want to come here?” Azula asked, stopping a few feet away. His smile widened when he met Raithion’s green, green eyes, and heat flooded his cheeks.

    Raithion had led him to this room with the sunken bath straight from the feast in the courtyard, and had undressed, waiting for Azula to join him in the warm water. It had taken Azula a minute to gather the courage to remove his clothes, but now that he had, he was excited to discover what Raithion was planning.

    “I’ve wanted to see you here,” Raithion said quietly.

    He reached out and placed his hand against Azula’s stomach. His fingers moved slowly over the wet skin, making Azula’s muscles tighten beneath his touch.

    “You’re so beautiful,” Raithion continued. “Every time I go to sleep, I dream about you diving into the lake. I want to run my fingers over your stomach and trace the tattoos on your back. Kiss them. Feel them with the tips of my fingers. Hold you so that you’re all mine.”

    A small smile tugged at Azula’s lips. “That’s a very possessive dream.”

    Raithion sighed.

    “But I like it,” Azula said. “I only ever thought about kissing you. I didn’t know what else to want.”

    Raithion’s expression changed. His smile faded into something more intense as he reached for Azula’s left hand. Raithion grinned and reached for Azula’s left hand.

    Azula placed his hand in Raithion’s. A soft gasp escaped him when Raithion pulled him forward until Azula stood between his spread thighs. Their wet skin touched, chest to chest, and Azula’s breath caught as he looked into Raithion’s eyes.

    Then Raithion kissed him.

    His arms closed around Azula’s body and pulled him firmly against his chest. Water shifted in warm waves around them as Azula gripped Raithion’s shoulders.

    A rush of need and nervous excitement surged through him. Raithion held him tightly, pressing their naked bodies together as his mouth moved over Azula’s.

    The kiss was slow but certain. There was nothing hesitant in the way Raithion held him. His arms tightened as though he had no intention of letting Azula step away.

    When Raithion finally pulled back, he rested his forehead against Azula’s. His green eyes were dark, intense, and full of everything he had not said.

    Azula’s heart beat so hard in his chest he worried it would jump out. Raithion continued staring at him with an emotion Azula could not fully read. There was hunger in his eyes, but there was also disbelief, as though he could not quite believe they had reached this moment. In this sunken bath, they were naked, holding each other skin to skin. It was the most intimate, erotic thing Azula had ever done.

    Azula bit his lower lip, unwilling to interrupt the strange silence between them. A surge of emotion filled his chest, rising inside him like an unstoppable typhoon, leaving him breathless. He blinked, and the moment his eyes closed, Raithion kissed him again.

    This time, their kiss felt possessive.

    Raithion’s arms locked around him as he took Azula’s mouth with more force. Azula’s lips tingled beneath the pressure, the intensity overwhelming, and a wave of sensation spread through his body in a sudden overwhelming rush. His knees weakened.

    Raithion felt it immediately. His hold tightened, one strong arm supporting Azula while the other kept him pinned against his chest. The tip of Raithion’s tongue pressed against the seam of Azula’s lips, demanding entrance.

    Azula opened for him.

    The moment their tongues met, a shudder ran through him. Raithion kissed him with a hunger that made it seem as though he had been holding himself back for far too long.

    Azula wrapped his arms around Raithion’s neck and pressed closer, surrendering to the heat of his mouth. Raithion’s tongue stroked against his, slow at first, then deeper and more demanding.

    Azula kissed him back with everything he had not known how to ask for.

    Raithion’s hands slid down Azula’s back, slick with water, until his fingers dug into Azula’s hips. Raithion held him there for a moment, fingers pressing firmly into his skin as though claiming the right to touch him. Then Raithion lifted him.

    Azula clung to his shoulders as Raithion drew him onto his lap. Water rolled away from their bodies and splashed against the tiled edge of the bath.

    Raithion shifted back against the wall, giving Azula room to brace his knees on the submerged bench. Azula settled astride his thighs, his legs on either side of Raithion’s hips.

    Raithion kept one hand locked around Azula’s hip while the other pressed against the small of his back, holding him exactly where he wanted him.

    Azula lowered his head and kissed Raithion with the same hunger, his fingers sliding into the wet hair at the back of Raithion’s neck. Raithion answered by tightening his grip.

    Their bodies pressed tightly together, wet skin sliding against wet skin. The heat of the bath surrounded them, but it was nothing compared to the heat building between them.

    Raithion kissed him harder, taking Azula’s mouth with a hunger that left his lips and tongue tender and overstimulated. Azula could barely catch his breath, but he refused to pull away. Raithion’s hand flexed against his hip, keeping him firmly seated on his lap. The possessive hold sent another wave of heat through Azula.

    Still, neither of them stopped.

    They kissed as though they had been denied each other for too long. Their hot breaths mingled between desperate kisses, hot and uneven. Every time Azula shifted, Raithion pulled him back into place, refusing to allow even an inch of distance between them.

    Azula surrendered to the intoxicating taste of Raithion’s mouth and the possessive grip on his hips. His cock hardened, and his eyes closed when he felt Raithion’s cock rub against his, making him tremble with excitement.

    In that moment, nothing existed beyond the warm water, Raithion’s solid body beneath him, and the certainty that Raithion wanted him. It was the headiest thing Azula had ever experienced.

    Raithion sat on the submerged bench built into the sunken bath, with Azula straddling his lap and Raithion’s arms holding him securely against his chest. The warm water lapped around their waists as Raithion’s kisses moved down Azula’s neck and across his chest.

    His hands caressed Azula’s wet back while his tongue circled one nipple. Azula gasped and arched into his mouth when Raithion drew the hardened peak between his lips and sucked. Hot pleasure raced from Azula’s chest to his aching cock.

    Azula sank his fingers into Raithion’s damp hair as Raithion moved to his other nipple. One of Raithion’s hands slid down Azula’s back while the other caressed his stomach, his fingertips tracing a slow path beneath the water.

    Azula bit his bottom lip when Raithion’s hand closed around his length.

    Raithion released his nipple and looked up at him.

    “Don’t,” Raithion said, his voice low and rough. “I really want to hear you moan, baby.”

    The firm stroke of Raithion’s hand pulled a helpless sound from Azula. Water shifted around their bodies as Azula rocked against him, unable to remain still. Raithion tightened his arm around Azula’s waist, holding him close while his other hand worked him with slow, deliberate strokes.

    There was no hesitation in Raithion’s touch. He held Azula as though Azula already belonged in his arms, open and trembling for him.

    Azula gave up trying to restrain himself. His moans filled the bathing room as Raithion stroked him faster. Azula buried his face against Raithion’s shoulder, breathing in the clean scent of his wet skin while the pressure built inside him.

    “Look at me,” Raithion ordered softly.

    Azula lifted his head, his breath coming in harsh pants. Raithion watched him with possessive hunger as his hand tightened and stroked Azula from base to tip, and the pleasure broke through him without warning. Azula came with a broken cry, his body shuddering against Raithion’s as he spilled into the water. Raithion kissed him through it, swallowing every gasp and moan while his hand continued moving until Azula shook from the overstimulation.

    Before the tremors had faded, Raithion stood. Azula locked his arms around Raithion’s shoulders as Raithion lifted him from the bath, one arm supporting his back and the other beneath his thigh. Water streamed from their bodies and splashed across the stone floor.

    Raithion made sure Azula was anchored on him, then reached for the large towel waiting on a table beside the bath and wrapped it around Azula before carrying him into his bedroom.

    He placed Azula in the center of his bed and used the towel to dry the water from his shoulders, chest, and stomach. Every pass of the rough fabric was followed by Raithion’s kisses. He kissed Azula’s collarbone, his ribs, and the sensitive skin below his navel.

    Azula lay back against the sheets, still weak from his climax, while Raithion continued his maddening exploration. The cool bedding beneath him only made the heat of Raithion’s mouth on his skin feel more intense.

    Raithion threw the towel away and spread Azula’s legs. He settled between them, his gaze fixed on Azula’s hardening cock.

    Azula’s breath caught.

    Raithion kissed the inside of one thigh and then the other, moving higher at an agonizing pace. When his tongue finally slid along Azula’s shaft from base to tip, Azula’s hips lifted from the mattress.

    Raithion gripped them and pressed them back down.

    “Stay still.”

    Azula shivered at the command.

    Raithion ran his tongue over him again, tasting every inch before closing his lips around the head. He sucked slowly, his tongue circling the sensitive ridge, and then released him with a soft pop.

    Azula gripped the sheets.

    Raithion took him into his mouth again, drawing in half his length before retreating to the tip. He repeated the motion, over and over, never giving Azula enough to satisfy the need building inside him.

    “Raithion,” Azula pleaded.

    Raithion looked up at him without releasing his cock, and the sight nearly destroyed Azula.

    Raithion’s green eyes remained fixed on his face as he took him deeper. Azula tried to thrust, desperate for more, but Raithion’s hands tightened on his hips and held him firmly against the mattress.

    Azula could not decide which affected him more, Raithion’s hot mouth or the possessive strength keeping him exactly where Raithion wanted him.

    Raithion swallowed him to the base.

    Azula cried out as Raithion held him there for several long seconds. His throat tightened around Azula’s cock before he slowly pulled back, his tongue dragging along the underside.

    Then he swallowed him again.

    Raithion found a steady rhythm, taking him deep before retreating to tease the head with his tongue. Each movement pushed Azula closer to the edge.

    Azula moaned and whimpered, his fingers sinking into Raithion’s hair. He arched into the maddening heat of Raithion’s mouth, reaching for something more as his breath came in sharp, broken gasps.

    Pleasure gathered inside him until there was nothing else.

    “Raith,” he managed. “I’m going to…”

    Raithion did not stop.

    He held Azula’s hips in place and sucked harder, his tongue moving against him as Azula’s body tightened. The pressure climbed beyond anything Azula could control. He came with a violent, satisfying shudder, ecstasy blinding him.

    A harsh cry escaped him as Raithion held him deep and swallowed. Azula’s fingers tightened in Raithion’s hair while wave after wave of pleasure tore through him, sweat coating their bodies as heat exploded around them.

    Raithion continued until Azula sagged against the bed, breathless and shaking.

    Then Raithion climbed over him. His mouth captured Azula’s in a hard, hungry kiss. Azula tasted himself on Raithion’s tongue and moaned, too overwhelmed to feel embarrassed by how much the knowledge aroused him.

    Raithion took Azula’s hand and pressed it against his own hard length.

    “Feel what you do to me,” he said against Azula’s mouth.

    Azula wrapped his fingers around him, reveling in the raging heat of Raithion’s hard length. So strong and hot.

    Raithion covered Azula’s hand with his own and guided the first stroke. His hips pushed forward, forcing himself through Azula’s grip. His control was already breaking, his breath hot and uneven against Azula’s lips.

    Azula tightened his hand and stroked him faster, taking pleasure in the control he had over Raithion, so that he could make Raithion’s breath hitch with pleasure.

    Raithion’s jaw clenched. He braced one arm beside Azula’s head and stared down at him, refusing to look away.

    “Mine,” Raithion hissed.

    The claim should have frightened Azula. Instead, it sent another pulse of pleasure through his exhausted body.

    Raithion kissed him again as his movements became frantic, faster, and less controlled. He came into Azula’s hand with a rough groan, his body shuddering above him while Azula held him through every helpless thrust.

    For several moments after, neither of them moved.

    Raithion rested his forehead against Azula’s and struggled to catch his breath. Azula closed his eyes, surrounded by Raithion’s warmth, weight, and scent. He felt so completely claimed that his arms wrapped around Raithion tight, too, laying a claim of his own.

    Then, Raithion moved and reached for the bath towel. By the time their breathing had settled, Raithion had cleaned them with the damp towel and pulled the white sheet over their legs.

    ****

    Azula lay on his stomach, hugging a pillow beneath his chest. His eyes were half-closed, his body relaxed and heavy with satisfaction.

    Raithion stretched out beside him and ran his palm slowly over Azula’s bare back. He did not touch him to arouse him again. He simply enjoyed the warmth of Azula’s skin beneath his hand. His fingers followed the delicate lines inked across Azula’s back. He traced each shape with quiet attention before pressing his lips to the soft, sensitive skin.

    Azula shivered and settled more deeply into the pillow.

    Raithion smiled, as though he liked knowing that even the gentlest touch could still affect him.

    “After spending the day with you,” Azula said, his voice soft and lazy in the low gaslight, “I can imagine you living here. In a different circumstance, a different time, you’d be carefree and happy. Happy to build chairs, tables, and birdcages.”

    Azula paused.

    “Well, perhaps not birdcages. Cages hold small creatures prisoner, and you would set them free. You might build bird stands throughout the courtyard and fields instead. Every morning, the birds would make terrible chatter and wake you, but I don’t think you would mind.”

    Raithion’s hand moved down Azula’s side and curved possessively around his hip.

    Azula released a pleased breath beneath his touch.

    “Raith,” Azula continued, “how did a soft soul like yours end up wielding blades and fighting wars?”

    Raithion propped himself over Azula’s back. The fingers of his right hand continued tracing the shapes of the tattoos before he placed a gentle kiss on the small of Azula’s back.

    “What about you?” Raithion asked. “Do you see yourself here with me, Azula?” His thumb stroked the curve of Azula’s hip. “Because I want you to see yourself here with me. I want us to imagine that we recovered all the time we lost being apart.”

    “Perhaps,” Azula said with a smile. “I would still be the unruly second son of House Doriel. My greatest adventure would be teasing the Draeya heir and discovering how deeply I could fish in your lake before one of its unknown creatures found me.”

    Raithion chuckled. “Then I love your imagination. In that reality, did we make promises to each other? Did I fulfill everyone?”

    Azula sighed and turned over to face him.

    Raithion immediately shifted closer, unwilling to surrender the contact between them. His hand slid across Azula’s stomach and rested against his waist.

    “Maybe,” Azula said, lifting his hand to touch Raithion’s damp black hair. “If we had met and kissed back then, I might have filled your hair with a thousand braids.”

    Azula sighed again. His brown eyes filled with a softness Raithion wanted to possess forever.

    “But then you would not have that sweet, sweet boy, Yulin, or adorable little Skye.”

    Raithion buried his face in the curve of Azula’s neck. “I have no defense against that observation.”

    “Do you love them?” Azula asked softly. He stroked Raithion’s hair and wrapped an arm around his broad shoulders.

    Raithion let out a slow breath, the warmth of it tickling Azula’s neck.

    “I love them very much,” he said. “It is a different kind of love. It exists simply because they exist. After everything Yulin and I endured, I know I would do anything to keep both of them safe.”

    “I understand,” Azula said, continuing to stroke his hair. He smiled when Raithion relaxed and allowed more of his weight to settle over him. “I feel the same way about Ruri.”

    “When I first saw Ruri hug you, I thought he was yours,” Raithion confessed, his voice soft and muffled against Azula’s neck. “It made me crazy with jealousy. I couldn’t stand the thought of you having someone else. That was selfish. You should be angry with me for admitting it.”

    Azula’s fingers paused in his hair.

    “But I am Ruri’s father in every way that matters,” Azula said quietly. “Ruri’s dad died during the purge. His name was Yemin. He was imprisoned with my father.”

    “When we escaped Lyria, the healers discovered that Alise was pregnant,” Azula continued. “She had been injured and worried about her pregnancy. So, I took on the mantle of leadership to protect her and Ruri. When Ruri was born, I promised to care for him in Yemin’s place. He is my son.”

    “Then he is mine too,” Raithion said.

    Azula’s fingers tightened in his hair. The reaction made Raithion smile against his skin.

    “You,” Azula murmured. “What promises are you making in your bed?”

    Raithion raised his head and looked directly into Azula’s eyes.

    “You may have chosen to become a mourning chief, but I have not accepted that choice,” he said. “Azula, I am serious about you. Now that you have been with me, I want to give you everything I have.”

    His hand moved over Azula’s waist again, stroking the warm skin as though he had every right to memorize it.

    “I will make the promises,” Raithion continued, “and I will fulfill them. You cannot stop me.”

    Azula stared into his stunning, determined green eyes and wondered how he had captured the attention of such a possessive man.

    Raithion’s thumb moved over his hip in slow, soothing passes.

    Azula should have objected to the certainty in his voice. He should have reminded Raithion that one passionate night could not decide their future. Instead, Azula relaxed beneath his touch and allowed himself to enjoy being wanted.

    “You…”

    “Me,” Raithion said with a smile.

    He kissed Azula’s forehead.

    “Don’t overthink it. Let me hold you tonight to my heart’s content. Who knows when you will allow me to hold you again once we reach the capital?”

    Azula chuckled.

    Raithion captured his lips in a hungry, consuming kiss before Azula could answer. He wrapped both arms around him, tangled their legs together, and pushed the white sheets aside so that nothing remained between their bodies.

    Azula surrendered to the kiss and decided he would examine the consequences of Raithion’s possessive claims in the morning.

    ******

    On Friday morning, Azula woke in Raithion’s arms with the covers pulled over their shoulders. For several quiet seconds, he did not move. Raithion’s chest was warm against his back, one strong arm wrapped securely around his waist. After a wild, passionate night, being held so closely should have felt overwhelming. Instead, Azula felt safer than he ever had in his life.

    Soft morning light drifted through the windows and spread across the bed. Azula shifted slightly, and Raithion’s arm tightened around him at once, as though even in sleep he refused to let Azula move too far away. The possessive gesture brought a smile to Azula’s lips.

    Then Raithion kissed his forehead.

    Azula turned in his arms and found Raithion watching him.

    Raithion looked as though he had been awake for quite some time. His dark hair was loose and disordered around his face, and his green eyes moved slowly over Azula with open need, like a lover who had spent the night learning every part of him and already wanted more.

    “Morning,” Raithion said, his voice low and rough from sleep.

    Before Azula could answer, Raithion leaned in and kissed him on the lips. The kiss began softly, but Raithion’s hand slid to the back of Azula’s neck and held him there. His kiss lingered, warm and possessive, until Azula forgot that he had intended to say anything.

    “Morning,” Azula finally managed when Raithion released him.

    Raithion smiled. He brushed several strands of hair away from Azula’s face, then continued watching him.

    Azula felt heat rise into his cheeks. He was suddenly aware that neither of them wore anything beneath the covers and that Raithion’s gaze held far too much knowledge of every inch of his skin.

    “What?” Azula asked.

    “Nothing.”

    “You’re staring.”

    “I can’t help it.”

    Raithion’s answer made Azula’s blush deepen. His hand slipped beneath the covers and settled against Azula’s bare back. He ran his palm slowly from Azula’s shoulders to the base of his spine and then back again. The touch was not hurried or demanding. Raithion simply seemed to enjoy the feel of Azula’s skin beneath his hand.

    Azula shivered and moved closer. Raithion’s eyes darkened with pleasure. That look sent a quiet thrill through Azula.

    Raithion did not hide what he wanted. Every touch carried the same certainty, as though waking with Azula in his arms was exactly where Raithion believed Azula belonged. Azula should have felt wary of such certainty; instead, he basked in it.

    “This is the best morning of my life,” Raithion said. He pulled Azula fully into his arms and held him tightly against his chest.

    Azula rested his head over Raithion’s heart. Its rapid beat made him smile. For all Raithion’s confidence and possessive claims, he was not unaffected. His heart was racing just as fast as Azula’s. Azula placed his palm against Raithion’s chest and felt the strong rhythm.

    “I think you may be exaggerating,” Azula murmured.

    “I’m not.” Raithion kissed the top of his head. “I woke up with you in my arms. Nothing has ever felt better.”

    Warmth spread through Azula’s chest. Yes, it was the same for him, too. Lying there with Raithion, held beneath the covers and surrounded by his warmth, Azula felt no urge to retreat. He liked waking in Raithion’s arms, too.

    Azula closed his eyes and allowed himself to enjoy it.

    They remained in bed for a long while, exchanging slow kisses and quiet touches, neither willing to end the moment.

    Eventually, they rose and washed together. Even then, Raithion kept finding reasons to touch him, a hand at Azula’s waist, fingers brushing Azula’s hair from his neck, a kiss pressed to his shoulder as though Raithion could not pass him without making contact.

    After they dressed, Raithion insisted on taking him to the stables for a morning ride before breakfast. Azula agreed, eager to discover everything he could about Raithion’s world.

    In the middle of the morning, Azula watched Raithion ride a massive black horse across the open field.

    Raithion looked carefree. Happy. For a moment, Azula could almost believe he was looking at a different man, one untouched by duty or loss. He was also painfully handsome, despite still wearing those damnable black clothes. The black tunic, trousers, and boots complemented his powerful physique. After spending the night tracing every hard contour of Raithion’s body with his hands and mouth, Azula knew exactly what the dark fabric concealed.

    He watched with a lover’s appreciation as Raithion moved with the horse. His strong thighs held the animal securely, his broad shoulders relaxed as he guided it across the field. The black ribbon securing his hair streamed behind him in the wind. Horse and rider moved together with effortless harmony.

    Azula had seen Raithion beg for his son’s life. He had seen him command his legion officers, make difficult decisions, and carry burdens without complaint. Watching him ride through the morning sunlight with pleasure on his face felt more intimate than any of those moments. More precious than he had ever imagined. Last night, Raithion had belonged to him. This morning, Raithion was allowing Azula to be part of his personal world. The thought left a quiet warmth in his chest.

    Azula rinsed the brush he held and helped the groom finish brushing the white horse beside him. He had loved how beautiful the white horse looked. Even though he didn’t want to ride, Raithion had allowed him to pet and spend time with the white horse. The groom was meticulous in his work, and Azula followed his instructions, brushing the white horse’s mane.

    The nearby stable housed dozens of well-bred horses, each one carefully tended. Raithion had inspected them with meticulous attention earlier, speaking at length with the stable manager and stopping to examine anything that concerned him.

    Azula found himself smiling at the memory. Raithion seemed to care about everything under his protection with a familiar, relentless focus. When they finished tending the white horse, Azula washed his hands. The groom thanked him for his help before leading the horse away.

    Azula crossed to a sitting area beneath a tall shelter. Grapevines climbed the four pillars supporting the shelter’s thatched roof, casting shifting shadows over the chairs and low stools arranged beneath it. Earlier, they had had their breakfast here, and Sharian had replaced the morning meal with mid-morning snacks. Jugs of cool drinks, fruit, and small pastry snacks had been set out on a nearby table.

    Azula smiled when he saw a bowl filled with hazelnut wafer sticks for him.

    Skye’s nanny sat in the shade, helping the little girl enjoy the morning sun.

    Skye wore a pretty green dress. Her wide brown eyes followed Raithion as he rode across the field, and her small hands waved with excitement whenever the horse changed direction. She smiled when Azula approached, and his heart melted.

    The little girl had jet-black hair arranged in thick curls, bright brown eyes, rosy lips, and plump cheeks so soft that Azula immediately wanted to pinch them.

    “May I hold her?” Azula asked.

    The nanny nodded.

    Azula carefully lifted Skye into his arms. She settled against him easily, warm and soft, and he smiled as he touched one rounded cheek.

    “Why are you so cute?” Azula cooed. He pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek. “Still so sweet. I bet you ate a whole jar of sweet strawberries to become this sweet, didn’t you, cute little Skye?”

    The nanny laughed.

    Azula kissed Skye’s forehead, enjoying her softness and the trusting weight of her in his arms. Her bright eyes studied him for a moment before both small hands closed around sections of his hair. She pulled.

    Azula laughed. “So, that is how you intend to treat me?”

    Skye made a pleased sound and tugged harder.

    Azula tried to free his hair without disturbing her, still laughing as she opened her mouth and attempted to bring a fistful of it toward her lips.

    “Little princess, you’ll really do whatever you want. You can’t eat it,” he told her.

    Skye disagreed with another determined pull.

    Azula was still smiling when he glanced toward the field. He paused with Skye in his arms when he saw that Raithion stood only a few feet away.

    Raithion had already dismounted his horse, and a groom was leading the black horse toward the stables. He slowly removed his riding gloves, but his attention never left Azula. His green eyes were fixed on the sight of Azula holding Skye.

    Azula recognized the heat in that gaze. He had seen it throughout the night when Raithion had held him close, claimed his mouth with intoxicating kisses, and touched him as though he could never have enough. But this look felt different; it was deeper. More dangerous.

    Raithion watched him with the possessive focus of a man seeing something he wanted to keep forever. Raithion’s gaze moved over the child resting against Azula’s chest, Azula’s hands supporting her small body, and the strands of strawberry blonde hair still trapped in her fingers.

    Something in Raithion’s expression softened and intensified at the same time. “You and Skye look beautiful together,” he said.

    Azula’s heart began to beat faster. The words were simple, but the emotion behind them was not.

    Raithion was not merely admiring what he saw. He was imagining and wanting it. Wanting Azula beside him, holding his child as though he already belonged here in Draeya County in the Maeaner estate.

    Azula cleared his throat and looked away before Raithion could see how deeply the thought affected him. He moved to sit beneath the shelter, keeping Skye securely against his chest. He could still feel Raithion’s gaze on him, far too pleased and possessive.

    Azula told himself to ignore it. He did not succeed.

    ****

    Raithion smiled as Azula sat down and pretended not to understand the connection between them. He enjoyed watching Azula blush, enjoyed seeing the faint red spread across his cheeks and the tips of his ears, whenever Raithion said something too honest.

    More than that, he wanted to tear down every wall Azula still kept between them. One night had not been enough, and perhaps a lifetime would never be enough.

    Raithion climbed the steps and joined Azula, Skye, and the nanny beneath the shelter. The nanny poured goblets of water for him and Azula.

    Raithion thanked her and sat beside Azula. Close enough that their thighs touched.

    Azula glanced at him but did not move away. That small acceptance pleased Raithion more than it should have.

    They did not speak.

    Azula continued teasing Skye, laughing when she pulled his hair and tried once again to put it in her mouth. The baby made contented noises as she rested against him, completely at ease.

    Raithion watched them both. The sight struck him harder than he expected.

    Azula looked wonderful with Skye in his arms. He fit beneath Raithion’s roof, surrounded by the horses, legion officers, fields, and quiet routines that made up Raithion’s life. He looked as though he had always belonged there. As though he was born to end up here in his world. The feeling that rose in Raithion was fierce enough to take his breath away. Suddenly, all the reasons why he had fought to save the Sura, to find them justice, to get Azula to forgive him, to look at him, made perfect sense.

    He loved Azula. This truth had already taken root inside him when he watched Azula cry with joy at the sight of his lost people, but watching Azula hold Skye drove it deeper. It turned his desire into something heavier and more permanent. He wanted a thousand mornings like this. He wanted to watch Azula laughing while Skye pulled at his hair a million times. He wanted Azula in his home, in his bed, and at his side when the day began. He wanted Azula in every part of his life until no one could separate them, and the thought made him tremble with the possibility.

    Raithion rested his arm along the back of Azula’s chair, touching Azula’s hair, itching to braid it as Azula’s people often did. Then, Azula gave him a knowing glance.

    Raithion smiled, wondering if Azula understood him. He wanted Azula to recognize the claim in his eyes. He wanted Azula to understand that last night was not the end of their time together. It had only made him sure that he wanted more nights with him, more time, a lifetime.

    The morning felt too perfect.

    Raithion did not want it to end.

    Then, Sennin found them.

    His arrival broke the peaceful moment like a blade.

    “Prince Azu,” Sennin said, “Torak and Oren have planned a memorial to honor the departed. We have completed the arrangements for those joining us in the capital, and communication has been established with the families on the island.”

    The perfect dream Raithion imagined faded.

    Skye still played with Azula’s hair. Sunlight continued to fall through the grape leaves. Yet the peaceful world they had occupied moments earlier was gone.

    “Everyone hopes you will lead us in thanksgiving,” Sennin continued, “and conduct a small memorial ceremony this afternoon as we prepare to leave tomorrow morning.”

    Azula looked down at Skye. For one brief moment, he did not answer Sennin.

    Raithion watched Azula’s face as the soft expression that had graced his face for the better part of the morning vanished beneath the solemn control of a prince responsible for carrying his people’s grief.

    Azula kissed Skye’s forehead, his touch lingering. Then he stood and carefully returned her to the nanny.

    Azula looked at Raithion. Neither of them needed to speak.

    Raithion saw the apology in Azula’s eyes. They both understood that Azula could not refuse. No matter how much Azula wanted to remain in this quiet place, he would answer when his people called. Raithion understood it. He hated it, but he understood.

    “I’ll be happy to lead the memorial,” Azula said. His voice had changed. The warmth and playfulness were gone, replaced by solemn authority.

    Sennin nodded and stepped down from the steps, ready to lead the way.

    Raithion let out a slow breath. Their happy morning had ended. So had the private world they had created through the night and carried with them into the day.

    Duty now called, and Azula was ready to follow it.

    Before Azula stepped away, Raithion reached for his right hand and held it for one brief, deliberate moment.

    Azula looked at him.

    Raithion tightened his fingers around Azula’s, hoping to make the gesture a fierce enough claim on the Sura prince. Raithion hoped that even though Azula left to be there for his people, he would remember that Raithion was waiting for him.

    Azula gave him a slight smile in reassurance, then let go of his hand and followed Sennin.

    Raithio sighed as he watched Azula walk away, a deep ache filling his chest as he mourned the end of their time in Draeya County.

    *****

    An hour later, Azula arrived at the hidden Sura village, accompanied this time by the entire Sura guard, Raithion, Haedor, and Sharian. He followed every rite Torak and Oren insisted upon, including washing and dressing as the Sura prince. His red overcoat felt magnificent and heavy as he walked among his people.

    They gathered in the broad clearing where the ancient baobab tree stood, the same place where Azula had first discovered the missing Sura people still existed. Every able-bodied member of the hidden village had attended. Though they called the occasion small, the clearing looked grand and crowded to him.

    Azula stopped before the baobab tree and stared at the red strings tied to its thick trunk and hanging on the branches, each one holding a wooden token carved with a wish. Some of those wishes had been fulfilled within the past three days. Others, such as returning home to the island, would have to wait until his trip to the capital yielded results.

    The weight of that responsibility settled over him as heavily as the overcoat on his shoulders.

    Azula shifted and adjusted the stiff collar, then caught sight of Raithion and Haedor standing at the edge of the crowd. His heart stuttered.

    The memory of Raithion’s hands on him, and his kisses, came back with startling clarity, along with the heat of their bodies and the pleasure that had stripped Azula of every guarded thought. They had made love until his soul seemed to revel in it. He regretted none of it. The certainty of that truth should have calmed him, but it did not.

    Azula turned toward the eager faces of the Sura people watching him. He still had unfinished business, duties that extended far beyond his own desires. The knowledge left him uneasy.

    Promises to Raithion would have to wait. For the first time in a long time, he looked forward to shedding his existence as a mourning chief.

    A soft sigh escaped him as Oren led forward a monk who had survived the purge and brought him to the front of the gathering to begin the ceremony.

    ****

    Raithion stood at the edge of the clearing and watched as the Sura people settled on the ground, their attention fixed on Azula, who sat upon a round cushion at the front of the gathering.

    Azula held a silver pitcher filled with pure water while the monk chanted a prayer. He poured the water slowly into a bowl, listening to every word with solemn attention. When the monk finished chanting, Azula thanked him with a respectful dip of his head, then rose and carried the bowl to the base of the great tree.

    There, he poured the water over the roots, offering the wishes and merits of the living to those who had departed, in the hope that their souls would find peace in the afterlife.

    Raithion watched in silence. There was something steady and reverent in the way Azula performed the ritual, as though he carried the grief of every Sura who had died alongside the hopes of those who remained. The sight tightened something in Raithion’s chest. Azula had already accepted a burden large enough to crush most men, yet he stood before his people without allowing the weight of it to bend him.

    When the ritual ended, Sennin and Wolfe helped Azula put away the pitcher and bowl. Azula then turned to face his people.

    “Fate has been kind and brought us all together again,” Azula said. “I, Azula Doriel, sailed from Sura Island to Lyria on a mission. I must clear our clan’s name, restore honor to those who died, and reclaim our standing in this kingdom. I do not know whether I will succeed, but I promise to keep fighting until the very end.”

    Azula paused and looked over the people gathered before him.

    Raithion followed his gaze. Hope shone on their faces, fierce and fragile in equal measure. They were placing their trust in Azula, and Raithion understood how dangerous that trust could become.

    “Be patient,” Azula continued, his tone imploring. “When I return from the capital, I will help everyone who wishes to return to the island. That is my vow.”

    Cheers erupted throughout the clearing.

    Azula smiled and inclined his head as his people cried out in celebration, but Raithion could not surrender himself to their joy so easily. He wanted Azula to fulfill every promise he had made. More than that, he wanted Azula to survive the attempt. The capital would not welcome a Sura prince seeking to overturn old cases and expose hidden crimes. Every step Azula took toward restoring his clan’s honor placed him in greater danger.

    As though sensing Raithion’s concern, Azula turned toward him.

    Their gazes met across the clearing.

    The slight smile curving Azula’s lips carried no trace of doubt. It was quiet, confident, and meant for Raithion alone. Something warm stirred beneath Raithion’s unease. In that moment, he believed Azula might truly accomplish everything he had set out to do.

    Early Saturday morning, just before dawn, Azula’s carriages rolled out of the Maenaer Estate after a tearful farewell with Yulin. Three ordinary carriages accompanied them. One carried ten Sura clan members who would staff the old Doriel manor in the capital. Two others, guarded by both legion officers and members of Azula’s guard, transported the ore thief, Huga, and the assayer, Sinsa, and Sinsa’s apprentice, Lachan.

    The convoy was large enough to astonish everyone they passed on the road.

    Raithion had expected it to attract notice, but the attention intensified as they drew closer to Genad City, the capital of the Kingdom of Lyria, and traffic on the main road increased.

    Citizens recognized the legion officers belonging to the Draeya Commandery Prince. Curious gazes followed the carriages, each observer plainly eager to discover who traveled inside them and why the Draeya prince was escorting such an imposing convoy into the capital.

    Raithion worried that by the time they reached Genad City, half the capital might already be whispering about Azula’s arrival.

    *****

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  • Blades of Ashes – Ch 21

    The Case of the Commandery Princess and the Prime Minister’s Narrow Escape

    Chapter 21

    Azula woke in a soft, comfortable cocoon. The covers over him were so warm that he wanted to burrow deeper beneath them. He shifted to do just that, and a hand patted his back as though soothing him, making him open his eyes.

    He started to sit up, but a strong hand held his shoulder and kept him lying down.

    “You drank a bottle of wine last night,” Raithion said. “I don’t know if you have a headache, but wake up slowly, Azula.”

    Azula rubbed his eyes and forced his brain fully awake. He shifted his head on the comfortable pillow and looked at Raithion, who sat on his right, fully dressed for the day.

    “Why are you in my bed?” Azula asked, frowning.

    “Check again. Whose bed are you in?” Raithion asked, his tone teasing.

    Azula sighed and sat up slowly, holding his head as he rose. The damned headache that always followed an indulgence in alcohol was ready to kill him outright. He let out a soft moan and closed his eyes.

    “I shouldn’t have drunk so much,” Azula said, pressing his fingers against his eyelids as though that might stop the throbbing. He opened his eyes slowly and realized the bed was not the one in the guest room. This one was much larger. It could fit three people and was even bigger than the one he had at home. White sheer curtains were tied back around the bed’s four carved posts.

    Raithion sat on the right side of the bed, leaning against the headboard and reading one of his reports. He was still dressed in the cursed black clothes. Azula truly wished to see him in something other than black. Even naked would be fine.

    Azula smiled at the thought and looked away from the depressing clothes. Instead, he touched the soft covers rumpled in his lap. The color he wanted was there, in the soft chenille blankets, vibrant blue like the sky. The sheets were pristine white, the pillows were comfortable, and the mattress beneath him was soft enough to make a lazy man out of him.

    “Lord Raith, I really want your bed,” Azula said.

    “You already slept in it all night,” Raithion said, still reading his report.

    “Can I sleep here tonight, then?” Azula asked. Dropping his hand from his head, he glanced at Raithion.

    Raithion glanced up from the report. “You kissed me last night and claimed I started it,” he said. His lips curved into an alluring smile. “I tried to take you to your bed, but you…”

    Azula stared blankly at that smile. Then the memories rushed back, hot and merciless.

    He closed his eyes, but that only made them clearer. He had wrapped his arms around Raithion’s shoulders and kissed him with all the clumsy determination of a man attempting his first real kiss while drunk. Raithion had not disappointed him and returned the kiss without hesitation. His arms had closed around Azula, firm and possessive, holding him so close that Azula had forgotten how to breathe.

    Even now, the memory of Raithion’s mouth against his sent warmth curling low through him.

    A commotion at the dining room entrance had broken them apart. Doran had come to clear the table. Azula had scowled at him for interrupting the kiss, and Raithion had settled him with an arm around his shoulders.

    “I’ll take you to sleep this off,” Raithion said.

    Azula turned to him and grinned.

    “Now that we’ve kissed, we should definitely sleep together. My people aren’t shy about these things, and neither am I. Raith…”

    “Azula, you’re drunk,” Raithion said, his tone cajoling. “If you want to sleep with me, you’ll have to be very sober.”

    “Oh, but…so you’re conservative about these things,” Azula complained. “What are we to do? Will I have to wait until you’re not shy?”

    Raithion chuckled. “No buts about this,” he said as he led Azula toward his residence. “You need to sleep first. You’ll thank me in the morning.”

    “Thank you for what?” Azula asked, irritation sharpening his tone. “Refusing to give me what I want?”

    Azula smacked Raithion’s arm from around his shoulders and staggered into the living room of Raithion’s residence. He kept walking and nearly tripped over a rug. Raithion caught his right upper arm and saved him from falling.

    Azula turned with the motion and plastered himself against Raithion, wrapping his arms around Raithion’s neck.

    “Lyrian Prince, why are you so repressed? We’re both adults. We can help each other out if you don’t want to go all the way…”

    Raithion kissed him then, silencing every complaint Azula had left. The kiss was hot enough to make his knees useless and careful enough to remind him that Raithion still understood exactly how drunk he was. Azula moaned against his mouth and clung tighter when Raithion lifted him, settling Azula’s legs around his hips as though he weighed nothing.

    Raithion kept walking as they kissed, steady and sure, until he stopped at the guest bedroom door.

    Azula broke the kiss and grabbed the doorjamb.

    “No,” he said. “I won’t stay alone tonight.”

    “Be good, Azula. Listen to me tonight.” Raithion tried to step through the open doorway, but Azula stretched both arms wide and clung tighter to the frame.

    A smile tugged at Azula’s lips when Raithion’s grip tightened around his thighs. He might want to leave Azula in the guest room, but Raithion did not want to risk letting him fall.

    “Raithion,” Azula said in a sing-song tone. “What did you say to me earlier? You wanted to know when I would take up the habit of kissing you. The moment is here. The time has come. Let’s go to your room. If you don’t take me there, we’ll sleep standing right here. I’m a very det…distur…very d-determined man tonight.”

    “Disturbed by alcohol is the right phrase,” Raithion said, looking at him helplessly. “Fine. First, let go of the doorjamb. What will I do if you fall? I’m worried you’ll crack your head open if you tip backward, handsome prince.”

    “Are you tricking me?” Azula asked, narrowing his eyes.

    “No. I wouldn’t dare trick you.”

    “You’d better not.” Azula still held on to the doorjamb. He leaned back, testing him, and Raithion moved at once to keep him from falling.

    Satisfied, Azula released the frame and wrapped his arms around Raithion’s shoulders again. He buried his face against Raithion’s neck and breathed in the clean, warm scent of him.

    The teasing fell out of Azula before he could stop it.

    “Raith, don’t leave me alone tonight. Can you hold me for one night?” His voice came out softer than he intended. “I just want to know what it feels like.”

    Raithion went still.

    For one aching second, Azula wondered whether he had asked for too much. Then Raithion turned and carried him down the corridor to his own room without protest. He held Azula carefully.

    Thankfully, the bedroom door stood open, and Raithion pushed it closed with his foot.

    Azula chuckled when Raithion placed him on the bed. He reached for the covers and crawled beneath them himself, smiling with drunken satisfaction. When Raithion drew back, Azula caught his wrist.

    “Where are you going?” Azula asked, sitting up in the bed. He met Raithion’s stunning green eyes and found himself unable to look away. “You promised to hold me. Bringing me here means you agreed.”

    “I know, but I want to change and get ready for bed first. I’ll be right back,” Raithion soothed.

    “You.” Azula tightened his grip on Raithion’s left hand and shook it. “Don’t lie to me. I can’t take it anymore, Raith. It hurts when you break your promises.”

    “I won’t break my word.” Raithion leaned in and kissed Azula’s forehead. “I’m coming back. Lie down and wait for me.”

    Azula sighed and fell back against the pillows. He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them when he heard Raithion walk away.

    He stared at the bed’s canopy. A minute might have passed, perhaps more. All he knew was that he waited with his heart racing until Raithion returned and climbed into bed beside him.

    The instant Raithion’s arms settled around him, Azula moved into his warmth and buried his face against Raithion’s chest. His scent was clean, a soothing blend of lavender and tea tree. Raithion’s hand traveled over his back in slow, gentle strokes, and Azula breathed him in, allowing his eyes to close.

    “I wanted to hold you, too,” Raithion murmured.

    Warmth unfurled in Azula’s chest. He wrapped his arms around Raithion and held on tightly, savoring the unfamiliar comfort of being wanted close.

    The memory faded there.

    Azula opened his eyes and found Raithion watching him with a knowing expression.

    “You may have my bed for as long as you want it,” Raithion said, placing his report on the bedside table.

    Azula smiled and pushed his unruly hair back in a casual gesture, hoping Raithion would not notice how deeply the offer pleased him.

    “I liked it when you held me last night,” Azula said, meeting Raithion’s gaze. “Did you like it?”

    “I loved it.”

    The simple answer sent a pleasant shiver through Azula.

    Raithion shifted closer on the bed, caressed Azula’s right cheek, and pressed a soft kiss to his forehead.

    “Last night, you asked to be with me,” Raithion said, his voice gentle. “I didn’t allow it.”

    Azula hissed and closed his eyes, embarrassed by the memory of his own forwardness.

    “No.” Raithion gently tilted Azula’s chin upward. “Look at me, Azula. I need you to understand me.”

    Azula reluctantly opened his eyes and met Raithion’s green gaze.

    Raithion gave him a helpless look, one that stripped away Azula’s embarrassment and left him breathless instead.

    “I want you that way too,” Raithion said. “I want to strip you naked, lay you on my bed, and make love to you until we forget the past and stop fearing the future. I want us lost in nothing but the present.” His thumb brushed slowly across Azula’s cheek. “But you were drunk last night, my love.”

    Azula swallowed. Raithion’s words settled low in his belly, leaving heat in their wake.

    “I am terrible with alcohol,” Azula whispered.

    “Yes, I gathered that.” A small smile played over Raithion’s lips as he caressed Azula’s bottom lip with his thumb. “I need you to be sober when we finally take that step. I never want you to doubt your judgment when you’re intimate with me. I don’t want you to wake the next day with regret. I know what that feels like, and I…”

    His voice faltered.

    Azula’s desire softened beneath a rush of understanding. He pressed his hand over Raithion’s lips and held his gaze. His thoughts returned to the confession Raithion had made by the lake on Sura Island. Raithion’s late wife had used aphrodisiacs on him, stripping away his ability to consent and robbing him of his free will.

    Azula pulled Raithion into his arms and held him tightly. His heart ached for the terrible wound Raithion carried beneath his strength.

    “I understand,” Azula murmured into Raithion’s ear. “We’ll do it when we’re both clearheaded.”

    Raithion’s arms tightened around him for a moment before he pressed a kiss to Azula’s temple. His fingers combed gently through Azula’s hair.

    Still holding him, Raithion asked, “Azula, why won’t you braid my hair?”

    Azula rested his chin on Raithion’s shoulder.

    “I’m a mourning chief, Raith. I won’t even braid my own hair until there is justice for my father and the members of my clan. I can’t make promises to a lover yet.” He drew back far enough to search Raithion’s face. “I can only kiss you wildly for now. Does that upset you?”

    Raithion sighed. “I suppose not. I have my own grievances to settle in the capital. We’re in the same boat.” His hand continued its soothing path along Azula’s back. “If you won’t braid my hair now, will you at least allow me to accompany you until you get justice?”

    Azula bunched the fabric of Raithion’s black shirt in his fist and closed his eyes as he rested against Raithion’s warmth.

    “Mm. I would like that very much,” Azula said. “Don’t be upset if it sometimes feels as though things are moving slowly between us. My people come first. They’re relying on me to get us through this. I need to…”

    “I know,” Raithion said, rubbing Azula’s back. “I understand. I can wait, and I won’t grow frustrated with you.”

    Relief loosened something inside Azula. He smiled and relaxed against him.

    They sat holding each other for a while before Raithion spoke again.

    “I’ll take you to see the evidence today. I promised I would. We also need to start planning our trip to the capital. I think we should leave on Saturday.”

    “That only gives us today and tomorrow,” Azula said, drawing back to look into Raithion’s eyes.

    “Mm. The sooner we reach the capital, the better. Then we can plan your meeting with the Basileus.” Raithion studied him. “Nervous?”

    “No.”

    Azula rested his elbows on Raithion’s shoulders and reached up to touch his eyelashes. They were longer than he had expected. The discovery pleased him for reasons he could not explain, and he grinned.

    “Raith.”

    “Yes?”

    “Raithion,” Azula said, studying his eyes.

    “Yes?”

    “Lord Raith.”

    “Mm?”

    “Draeya Prince,” Azula said with a soft chuckle.

    “Yes?”

    Azula bit his bottom lip as his gaze drifted to Raithion’s mouth.

    “May I call you Raith? I like it best.”

    “Always.” Raithion kissed his cheek. “Does this mean you’ll stop calling me the Master of the Blades of Ashes?”

    Azula studied the hopeful expression on Raithion’s face for a moment.

    “Maybe we can change what the name means,” Azula said, smoothing his fingers over the frown between Raithion’s brows. “What? Do you want me to take back the blades?”

    “No,” Raithion said, with a ton of unwillingness in his tone. “It’s only that every time you call me that, it feels as though you’re driving daggers into my heart.”

    Azula sighed and ran his fingers through Raithion’s loose hair.

    “At the time, that was what I meant to do,” he admitted softly, acknowledging the hurt they had inflicted on each other. “My father was the sky and earth to our clan. When he died so unfairly…” Azula’s chest tightened. “We cried enough tears to fill a lake. We were all lost without him. I couldn’t think clearly, and I turned that pain against you.”

    “I deserved—”

    Azula kissed Raithion, gently silencing him before he could finish.

    Raithion went still beneath the kiss, then softened into it. The tender response made Azula linger for one heartbeat longer than he had intended.

    When Azula drew back, he kept their faces close.

    “Now that I know everything, I understand that you didn’t deserve my rage. You have done enough for the Sura.” Azula brushed his thumb over Raithion’s cheek. “Thank you, Raith. I respect you for your heart. There is no other like it.”

    Raithion smiled, and the sight warmed Azula deeply.

    “So, we’ll find a way to change what the title Master of the Blades of Ashes means,” Azula said. “Do you believe me?”

    He searched Raithion’s eyes.

    “Raith?”

    “Mm. As long as you stop looking at me with angry eyes. I can’t stand it anymore.”

    Azula chuckled and tilted his head as he studied Raithion. Then he widened his eyes dramatically.

    “Should I look at you like this? Or…” Azula blinked rapidly. “Like this?”

    Raithion laughed.

    The sound was open, beautiful, and startlingly happy. Azula could not help smiling with him. He wanted to hear that laugh again. He wanted to become one of the reasons for it.

    A knock sounded at the door, and Raithion reluctantly pulled away from Azula’s embrace. He climbed off the bed, then paused long enough to bend down and kiss Azula’s lips before going to answer the door.

    Azula sighed and pushed the covers away. He slid off the comfortable bed, then paused when he saw the blades they had been discussing displayed on a carved wooden stand.

    The two blades were separated, no longer clipped together. A black tassel decorated the end of one sword.

    Azula stepped onto the carpeted floor and walked slowly toward the display, stretching his arms above his head.

    He stopped in front of the stand and picked up both blades. Turning their ends toward each other, he tried to clip them together. The mechanism was as familiar to him as dressing himself.

    But the snap he expected never came.

    The lock failed, and the blades refused to become one.

    Azula frowned at the handles before returning the blades to their stand.

    They truly did need a new meaning, he decided. Perhaps only then would they snap together again.

    Raithion had left with his guest.

    Azula left Raithion’s room as well and headed to the guest room to dress for the day.

    ****

    Two hours later, after a delicious breakfast, Raithion took Azula to the rear of the manor. A secure compound had been built near the Draeya Legion barracks. It was guarded at all hours, and escaping from it would be difficult.

    Azula, Sennin, and Wolfe followed Raithion and Haedor into the fortified square. The legion officers who passed them saluted Raithion with military discipline. Three smaller buildings stood inside the compound.

    “Is this some kind of prison?” Sennin asked Haedor.

    “It’s a secure compound built to hold the people who live here,” Haedor said. “We couldn’t keep them in the village where the Sura live. Some of them want the full protection of the legion officers. Others we’re guarding to make sure they remain here. That is why this compound was built.”

    Azula kept pace with Raithion as they approached the first cottage on the right side of the compound. Haedor hurried ahead and knocked on the door. They waited several minutes, listening to shuffling inside, before the door opened.

    The man who answered was tall, with gray at his temples and an eyepatch covering his left eye. The moment he saw Raithion, he gasped and stumbled backward, nearly falling.

    “Huga Nedin,” Raithion said. “Your reckoning is here. Are you ready?”

    Huga gulped and glanced into the house with panicked eyes. He hurried outside and quickly closed the door behind him. He moved away from the entrance, forcing the others to follow him into the small yard.

    “Draeya Prince, I wouldn’t dare go back on my word, but you promised to protect my family. Does that promise still stand?” Huga asked.

    “I’ve kept that promise,” Raithion said. “There is no reason for your family to leave here. They can continue living in this cottage.”

    “But once we’ve settled the case and caught the villain…” Huga started.

    “I have no intention of keeping them here,” Raithion said. “They’ll be free to go wherever they please, as long as you keep your end of the bargain.”

    Huga released a relieved sigh and turned his attention to Azula, Sennin, and Wolfe.

    “The Draeya Prince has kept me here as a living witness in the forged-silver case,” Huga said. “I was one of the two men who led the team that stole the Sura Clan’s carriages. I survived by my wits when the Draeya Prince’s legion officers attacked our group. A year later, they caught me in Witia State, where we had fled to hide from the man who hired us.”

    “Who hired you?” Azula asked.

    Huga glanced at Raithion before answering. “A man named Sazama.”

    Azula turned to Raithion, a question in his gaze.

    “Sazama is a trusted aide to the minister of finance, Gesi Ajai,” Raithion said. “We have no solid evidence tying Ajai to the orders, apart from Huga’s testimony. Sazama is careful and difficult to track.”

    Azula drew a deep breath and looked back at Huga. This was the first solid evidence proving the Sura Clan’s innocence. His body trembled as he studied Huga’s contrite expression.

    “Were you one of the men who murdered the drivers and their assistants?” Azula asked, his voice shaking with emotion.

    Huga held his gaze for a moment, then looked at the ground.

    “I was one of them. All the others are dead. I’ll take responsibility for the lives we took.”

    Azula scoffed and stepped back. A laugh escaped him as he shook his head, but there was no humor in it. Unshed tears stung his eyes.

    “Take responsibility,” Azula repeated. “You confess your crimes so easily, as though that will fix everything. Twelve families lost their breadwinners. Husbands, sons, and brothers are gone because you wanted to stage a performance for a villain. All you have to say is that you’ll take responsibility?”

    Azula nodded sharply.

    “Fine. Let’s do that. Keep yourself alive until you stand before the Lyrian Basileus. Eat well, sleep well, and don’t you dare get sick.”

    He turned to Raithion. “Can my guards assist yours in protecting this man?”

    “He is yours to deal with as you wish,” Raithion said.

    Azula nodded and looked at Wolfe. “Assign three guards to him. Make sure nothing happens to him.”

    “I will, Your Highness,” Wolfe said.

    Azula gave Huga one last intense look and started to leave, but Raithion caught his left arm gently.

    The touch stopped Azula more effectively than words. Raithion’s grip was firm enough to hold him but careful enough not to restrain him. Even through his anger, Azula noticed the distinction.

    “There are two more people you need to meet,” Raithion said, leading him toward a larger house surrounded by a neat garden on the left side of the compound. “Don’t lose your temper. Are you going to become angry with everyone and walk away?”

    “I have reason to be angry,” Azula said. He turned to glare at Huga, who remained in the yard watching them leave.

    “I know.” Raithion’s voice softened, coaxing Azula’s attention back to him. “But haven’t I kept them here for you to deal with? Calm down. You can’t lose control when you’re this close to uncovering the truth.”

    Azula cursed under his breath. He glanced at Raithion, who was watching him with infuriating patience.

    Raithion had spent years protecting these witnesses for him. Remembering that took some of the sharpness from Azula’s anger, though he was not yet ready to admit it aloud.

    They stopped before the green door of the larger, charming cottage.

    This time, several minutes passed before the door opened. A young man with short brown hair stood there, supporting an old man with white hair who leaned on a walking stick.

    “Lord Raith,” the young man said in greeting.

    “Lachan,” Raithion said. “Master Sinsa.”

    “You finally showed up,” Sinsa said with a small smile. “I was beginning to think we would spend the rest of our lives here.”

    “In your case, that might be true,” Haedor said, though his tone was teasing.

    Lachan chuckled and glanced at Azula.

    “And this is?” Lachan asked.

    “Prince Azula of the Sura Nation,” Raithion said. “He is here to retry the forged-silver case.”

    “You saved them!” Sinsa exclaimed, turning to Azula as his eyes brightened with excitement.

    He held out a trembling hand, and Azula took it carefully.

    “You kept your word, you fake inspector general,” Sinsa said with a laugh. “So, the Sura still exists? Did they survive the purge?”

    Azula glanced at Raithion in confusion. Raithion gave him a reassuring nod, and Azula turned back to Sinsa.

    “We reached our island,” Azula said. “We live well, and our people have flourished. Master Sinsa, we suffered terrible losses during the purge, but we learned how to live with the pain. Since then, we have thrived.”

    “That is good news,” Sinsa said. “Come inside. These old bones of mine can’t stand for long. Sit with me, and I’ll tell you what I’ve wanted to say for five years.”

    Azula followed Sinsa and Lachan into a neat living room. Lachan helped Sinsa settle into an armchair, then invited Azula to sit on the long couch opposite him with Wolfe and Sennin.

    Raithion moved to stand beside the windows, his arms crossed over his chest. Haedor took his place beside him.

    “Young prince, I was the one who identified traces of Sura ore in the forged silver coins,” Sinsa said, drawing Azula’s full attention.

    “You doomed us,” Azula said.

    “That fake inspector general promised to protect your clan,” Sinsa said, nodding toward Raithion. “I remembered a similar case that led to the massacre of the Black Cove Clan. I was terrified of mentioning the Sura in connection with the forged silver. But I had no choice. I needed to submit the evidence because the counterfeit silver was harming people, but Raithion promised to keep your clan alive.”

    Azula glanced at Raithion.

    Raithion had turned his back to him, his attention seemingly fixed on the view outside. The rigid line of his shoulders told Azula he was listening to every word.

    Azula’s chest tightened. How much more had Raithion done in secret? How many burdens had he carried while allowing Azula to hate him?

    “When the case was closed prematurely, I tried to raise the alarm. I knew the Sura clan was innocent, but they would not listen to me,” Sinsa continued with a sigh. “But someone tried to kill me to ensure my silence. The Draeya Prince saved me and brought me here. Later, I was able to determine how those counterfeit coins had been made. The difference in metal-forging skill was obvious. The Sura have superior techniques, but the counterfeit coins were produced using the same inferior methods employed by the new owners of the metal workshops in the city. These days, a gardening hoe barely survives a single tilling season. You can imagine the difference.”

    Sinsa sighed and looked at Azula.

    “I’ve been willing to testify for a long time. I only worried that this brat would arrive too late and I would have already gone to meet my ancestors.”

    Lachan made a protesting sound, drawing a smile from Sinsa.

    “This child beside me saved me,” Sinsa said. “We worked together at the inspectorate. He knows the details of the assaying process as well as I do. He has also been forced to live in hiding because he signed the report we prepared together.”

    Lachan looked at Azula and nodded.

    “We still have the assaying report and our experimental notes,” Lachan said. “I’ll bring them out for you in a moment. We’re willing to appear before the court and testify. Hopefully, we’ll at least regain the lives we were forced to abandon in the city.”

    Azula leaned back, absorbing the news.

    “The evidence you have is enough to prove that the Sura did not forge the coins and that our ore was stolen,” Wolfe said. “However, we still have no evidence identifying the person who produced the counterfeit silver.”

    “It will be a long road,” Sinsa said. “You need more evidence, but what you have is enough to appease the people and begin a formal investigation. Be prudent.”

    Azula nodded in agreement and settled in to speak further with Sinsa.

    They finished reviewing the evidence around lunchtime. Wolfe and Sennin left to arrange for three of Azula’s guards to join Haedor’s legion officers.

    Raithion and Azula walked back to the main house.

    Raithion took Azula’s hand and led him toward his private study. The simple gesture sent an unexpected warmth through Azula. Raithion did not seem to think twice about touching him now, and Azula found himself curling his fingers around Raithion’s instead of merely allowing himself to be led.

    Inside the study, Raithion retrieved a sealed leather folder from a safe in the wall. Azula untied the heavy binding on the folder and opened it, glancing at Raithion, who stood on the opposite side of the desk.

    Raithion smiled at him.

    Azula looked down before that smile distracted him and discovered a written confession from a man named Levi.

    “He’s the man from the magistrate’s office at the port,” Azula said, glancing up at Raithion.

    “Yes. I couldn’t save his life in time,” Raithion said. “As for the reason why…”

    “We had him in custody,” Azula interrupted.

    “Yes,” Raithion said. “My father’s guards took control of the mercenaries we captured because of the political agreement he made with Gesi Ajai. Levi’s life was one of those sacrificed to convince Gesi Ajai that the case would be concluded as he wanted.”

    Azula clutched the folder against his chest and stared at Raithion.

    “How much trouble will you be in if you continue doing this?” Azula asked. “Your father…”

    “My father has released me from every promise made during that period,” Raithion said. “Naeri’s death and Yulin’s poisoning were payment enough. Now…”

    Azula closed his eyes.

    The cost Raithion had paid struck him with breathtaking force. Raithion spoke of death, betrayal, and poisoned loyalties with frightening restraint, but Azula had begun to recognize what lived beneath his calm. Raithion worried quietly, suffered privately, and protected others without expecting gratitude.

    Azula walked around the desk and entered Raithion’s personal space. He stopped close enough to feel Raithion’s warmth and held his gaze.

    “I’ll help you find the culprit,” Azula said. “We’ll both get justice. I’ll work hard for it.”

    Raithion cupped Azula’s cheeks. The touch was tender, but the worry in his green eyes was not.

    “Azula, promise me you’ll be careful in the capital,” Raithion said softly. “Gesi Ajai is a cunning man. Once he recognizes you as a thorn in his side, he’ll attack where you least expect it.”

    Azula’s heart softened. He covered one of Raithion’s hands with his own, unwilling to pull away from the warmth of his palm.

    “How did I never realize that you worry so much?” Azula asked with a smile.

    Raithion wrinkled his face. “I just know how to hide it better.”

    “I suppose you do.” Azula kissed him.

    He meant the kiss as thanks, but the instant their lips met, gratitude deepened into something warmer. Raithion’s hands remained on his face, holding him with such care that their kiss lingered. For a few precious seconds, the past and the dangers waiting in the capital faded.

    When Azula drew back, he stayed close enough for their breath to mingle.

    “Thank you for gathering all this evidence,” Azula said. “I’ll use it well.”

    Raithion studied him for a moment, as though he wanted to say more. Instead, he brushed his thumb over Azula’s cheek.

    “Then let’s find something to eat,” Raithion said. “Afterward, I’ll give you a proper tour of the estate. Life here isn’t always so serious.”

    Azula smiled. “I can’t wait to discover what else you’re hiding in this place.”

    “Fireworks and dances,” Raithion said. “We’ll have to see if you can dance.”

    The teasing answer sent a pleasant warmth through Azula.

    Raithion wrapped an arm around his shoulders and led him out of the study. Azula settled easily against his side, loving how naturally they fit together.

    They stopped first at the guest room, where Azula placed the folder inside one of his trunks and locked it away. Then they headed to the dining room, where they found Sharian laying out a delicious lunch.

    ****

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  • Blades of Ashes – Ch 20

    The Case of the Commandery Princess and the Prime Minister’s Narrow Escape

    Chapter 20

    Two days passed in a flurry of activity. Sennin and Wolfe went through the lists they brought from the island and found that everyone in the village had family seeking information about them. There were eight remaining on their list who were unaccounted for.

    “Torak and Oren say they have worked at bringing everyone they heard about to Draeya,” Sennin said. “These eight who are missing, no one has heard from them or about them.”

    Azula frowned and lay back on the lounge chair. They were in the guest living room in the main house. Some of the guards had found family in the Sura village: aunts and uncles, and one young woman had found her parents. They were all exchanging days to visit the village, but today, almost three-quarters of the guard had gone because Raithion’s legion officers were scouting the area. General Haedor had offered to go together in one big group.

    So, Azula was checking in with the remaining ones and spending time with Sennin and Wolfe.

    “Judging Lord Raith’s meticulous care with this matter, these eight would have been found if they were living somewhere open,” Wolfe said.

    “Mm,” Azula said, chewing on a thin, hazelnut-filled wafer stick. It was delicious, and Azula had developed a taste for them since they arrived. Sharian and Daron seemed to enjoy supplying him with these sticks en masse. They were always brought to him when he snacked.

    Azula lay back on the lounge chair on the terrace, balcony framed by red bougainvillea flowers. His gaze shifted to take in the view of the Maenaer estate. It was stunning, filled with green grass, beautiful flower bushes, and beyond that, well-cultivated land, not an acre wasted. Even the evergreen wild forest, Raithion said, was filled with wildlife and herbs.

    Azula loved it here. This place had a different air from the island and the capital city of Genad. There was an easy slowness to life. Everyone who worked in the manor seemed happy and laid-back. The legion officers who came to seek Raithion were usually full of energy. It was as if they were released from the burden of their duties and were happy to take care of their home.

    What was it…like working together to protect this place? Azula shook his foot as he watched a boy in the distant field chase sheep along with a black dog.

    “Wolfe,” Azula said after a while.

    “Yes, my prince,” Wolfe said.

    “What do you think of Lord Raith now? Is he tolerable?” Azula asked.

    “Mm,” Wolfe said. “I would say he’s worthy of his promises. Even though he still needs to show you the thief you asked for—”

    “I’m sure he will,” Azula said. “But we’ve been busy with Torak and Oren and finding a safe way to send messages home. He also has obligations here.”

    “Yes,” Wolfe agreed. “We’re not going to fight him, if that’s what you’re asking, my prince. You can try it with him if you want.”

    Azula turned to look at Sennin and Wolfe. They were watching him with silly smiles on their faces.

    “What?”

    “You watch him when you think no one else is looking,” Sennin said with a small smile. “Seeing as how he’s the first one you’ve wanted to give such attention to, I think you should take Wolfe’s advice. Princess Alise agrees, too.”

    “Is everyone interested in the one I want to share a bed with?” Azula asked as he turned to stare at the view again. “What’s wrong with you?”

    “Nothing, and no, we’re not really interested,” Wolfe said. “But since you gave Lord Trevan no thought, but can’t seem to look away from the Draeya Prince, I think you are interested in him. The only reason you would hesitate is because of what happened to our clan. He proved his worth after saving so many of us. I don’t think he’s worthy of you as a mate, but you can kiss him if you want to. I won’t object, right, Sennin?”

    “Right,” Sennin said.

    “Well, thank you very much,” Azula said, shaking his head. “I was just wondering about that right now. Since you’re a grandfather now, I won’t comment on your narrow-mindedness as you judge who can be my mate.”

    Sennin chuckled, and Wolfe grumbled under his breath.

    “What would you say if I told you I think you and General Tanya should give it a go?” Azula asked. “You keep ignoring her. Do you know she worries about you when you leave the island? What do you think of that?”

    “That is none of your business,” Wolfe scowled at him.

    “Well, you finally see my point,” Azula said as he reached for a new hazelnut wafer stick. “Granted, I asked your opinion on the man, so I’m at fault too.”

    “Then, make it a habit to kiss Lord Raith if you want,” Wolfe said. “See if I care if you two end up making promises to each other. You live in two different places, taking care of two different groups of people. You’re bound to break hearts. It’s not my business at all.”

    Azula started to answer, but then choked on the wafer he was eating when he saw Raithion standing at the entry to the terrace balcony.

    Raithion was grinning as he watched them.

    Sennin handed Azula a goblet of water as Wolfe stood, rubbing the back of his neck with a wince.

    “Lord Raith, can you announce yourself when you arrive?” Wolfe said gruffly.

    “And miss out on such interesting conversations?” Raithion smiled as he strolled in. He looked too handsome in a black shirt and dark trousers that framed him to perfection. His feet were in the long boots he liked wearing around the manor. His hair was loose around his shoulders, as it always was when he was home.

    Azula started to look away, but then a small face peeked out from behind Raithion’s leg.

    “Yulin!” Azula said, smiling widely, delighted to see the boy. “I haven’t seen you since I arrived. Where have you been hiding from Uncle Big Fish?”

    Yulin grinned and came running to Azula. Azula sat up and pulled him into a tight hug, patting his back. He looked healthier, his cheeks rosy, and his eyes bright.

    “Yulin, how are you feeling now?” Azula asked. “I even feel like you’ve grown two inches since I last saw you.”

    “My teacher says I will grow up big and strong. He’s teaching me how to read and how to hold a sword,” Yulin said. “It’s really fun.”

    “How to hold a sword at four?” Azula glanced at Raithion. “Your clan is tough on children.”

    “He’s a Maenaer. Swords are for playing like toys,” Raithion said.

    “Prince Azula, we’ll excuse ourselves. We’ll finalize arrangements with Torak and Oren. We still need to decide whether to allow the people who want to come with us to the capital,” Wolfe said.

    “Make sure they can fight,” Raithion said. “My legion officers have trained some of the Sura to protect their families. The capital is not peaceful. I can protect you when I’m close, but not always. You need people who can take care of themselves in a fight.”

    Wolfe nodded grimly. “I’ll keep that in mind, Lord Raith. Excuse us.”

    Sennin and Wolfe left, and Raithion sat on a chair next to Azula’s lounge chair.

    “Yulin, do you want a hazelnut wafer stick?” Azula asked as he settled back on the lounge chair with Yulin sitting on his side.

    “Mm,” Yulin nodded, and Azula gave him one from the tray on the table.

    Azula smiled as Yulin ate the snack.

    “How is Skye?” Azula asked.

    “She’s okay,” Raithion said. “She’s not as spoiled as she was at your house, but the nanny here is skilled and good to her.”

    Azula nodded and touched Yulin’s black hair. The two braids Lasma and Alva had placed in his hair were still present, clipped together with a gold clip with the Maenaer crest.

    Azula stroked the soft, dark strands.

    “Yulin, can I add a braid to your hair?” Azula asked.

    “Yes,” Yulin said, glancing at him with a smile. “Grandma Lasma and Grandma Alvas added some when I was on the island. I like them.”

    “Good,” Azula glanced at Raithion, seeking permission, but only got a nod as Raithion reached for a hazelnut wafer stick, too.

    “I’ve noticed you like sitting at this terrace,” Raithion said. “Do you prefer the main house?”

    “Not really,” Azula said as he got a section of Yulin’s hair behind Yulin’s right ear, where it wouldn’t get in his way. He started making a thin braid with expertise. He’d done this for Ruri often, and he missed that mischievous boy too much.

    “Wolfe and Sennin have been matching names on our lists to the families in the village,” Azula said as he worked. “Today, those in the guard were due for a reunion with their families. So, I came here to spend time with Sennin and Wolfe. I ended up sitting here for lunch. I like the view.”

    “It’s a good view,” Raithion said, watching him braid Yulin’s hair. “The fields are quite productive this year. We have enough rice and wheat to feed everyone in the estate. There’s also enough to give the legion officers for their homes in Genad city.”

    “Do you subsidize grain for your legion officers?” Azula asked.

    “My Draeya legion officers have grown to twenty thousand now,” Raithion said. “We started with only three thousand, but when I was in the capital, we started recruiting seriously. These last few years, I’ve built a good, strong force, loyal to the Draeya Duke.”

    “Twenty thousand, how do you feed them all?” Azula asked, glancing at him for a second as he finished the braid he was making for Yulin. When he reached the end, he removed one of the red threads tied on his left wrist and tied it around the end of the braid to secure it.

    “The grain is disbursed by rank,” Raithion said. “We pay our soldiers with silver denarii and grain rations. Depending on rank, a military home can sustain itself. Loyal legion officers like Haedor and even Kailu have land within our Maenaer estate where they have built homes and their families stay. I’m a military family member too,” Raithion continued. “My spouse will have to worry about legion officers and their pay.”

    Azula glanced at Raithion with a small smile. “You’re a military family member. I’m a small prince from an island nation. On a bad day, I have to keep my people alive in case of a war. On a good day, I mediate cases when a chicken is stolen from a yard. It can be very exhausting.” Azula smiled when Raithion bit into his wafer with a snap.

    “Does that mean you will always stay on the island?” Raithion asked.

    “It’s very nice there,” Yulin said. “There are big fish, and we can grill them.”

    Azula laughed. “Yes, Yulin is right. There are many fish, and we can grill them. Well said.”

    Yulin grinned with joy at the praise, but Raithion let out a huff and placed his half-eaten wafer on a small plate. He reached for a jug of water and poured himself a goblet.

    “Then, if it’s a lake you want to see, I can show you the Draeya Lake. It’s not as grand as your lake, but it does have fish,” Raithion said.

    “Oh,” Azula said, adjusting the cushion under his head on the lounge chair. He glanced at Raithion. “Do you fish there, Lord Raith? Are there snakes and lake creatures? You can’t fish in just any lake, you know.”

    Raithion stared at him and then reached for his unfinished wafer and sat back.

    “Prince Azula, it sounds like you won’t dare to give our Draeya Estate a chance,” Raithion said.

    “I don’t dare,” Azula agreed. “I’ve already stayed here for three days and haven’t seen a decent nut in sight. How can I survive here long?”

    “There are nuts,” Yulin said then. “We grow peanuts and hazelnuts.”

    Azula glanced at the cute son who was helping his big warrior dad without trying. How could he be so cute?

    “If you like hazelnuts, I’ll get them for you,” Raithion said, smiling at him.

    “Hmm,” Azula shifted his gaze to the view. “I also like grilled fish. Do you think we can have some tonight?”

    “Yes,” Raithion answered.

    “Can Yulin eat with us?” Azula asked.

    Yulin glanced at Raithion with an eager expression.

    “Yes,” Raithion said.

    Azula laughed at the straightforward yes.

    “Can my guard train with Haedor and the troop he works with in the morning?” Azula asked.

    “Yes,” Raithion said without hesitation.

    “Raith.”

    “Yes.”

    “Saying all those yeses to me will surely make me grow a big, entitled complex,” Azula said, the playful light in his eyes masking a deeper, fluttering anticipation. “Can you say no to me?”

    “I can’t,” Raithion said, his voice dropping into a low, resonant register that made the fine hairs on Azula’s arms stand up.

    “Why?”

    “Because.” Raithion shifted, his movements fluid and predatory, and placed his palm firmly over Yulin’s eyes. Then, he leaned in. Azula watched the intensity bloom in Raithion’s green gaze, a silent demand that stole the air from his lungs. When their lips met, it wasn’t a hesitant brush, but a firm, searing claim that tasted of promise and unbridled intensity.

    Azula’s breath hitched, a soft, involuntary sound that got lost in the contact. His fingers curled into the fabric of his own trousers, his knuckles turning white as he fought the urge to reach out and pull Raithion closer. A sharp and electric jolt lanced straight to his core, leaving him momentarily dazed.

    When Raithion pulled back, the air around them felt charged. Azula stared at him, his pulse thrumming a frantic, irregular rhythm against his throat, his mind scrambling to regain its composure. He punched Raithion’s arm, but it was a weak, traitorous gesture, lacking any real bite.

    “Taking advantage of unsuspecting guests,” Azula managed to say, though his voice lacked its usual steady cadence. Beneath his skin, he felt a simmering heat; a terrifying, exhilarating hunger he was no longer sure he wanted to fight.

    “I’m only helping you fix your curiosity. I’ve been wondering when you’ll take Wolfe’s advice and make it a habit to kiss me,” Raithion said.

    “It’s not polite to eavesdrop on people,” Azula said, his cheeks flaming because he had liked feeling Raithion’s lips on his and he wanted more.

    “I was not eavesdropping on purpose,” Raithion said as he settled in his chair.

    “Papa, why did you cover my eyes?” Yulin asked. “Why did you lean over Uncle Big Fish?”

    “He had something in his eyes,” Raithion said. “I was helping him remove it.”

    “Did you?” Yulin asked, curiously staring at Azula. “Is that why Uncle Big Fish’s ears are so red?”

    “Probably,” Raithion said, gaining a scowl from Azula. He winked at Azula and took another wafer stick from the table.

    “Uncle Big Fish, will you stay here with us for a long time?” Yulin asked.

    “I don’t know about staying for a long time,” Azula said. “But I can stay until the end of the week. After that, we have to head to the capital.”

    Raithion sobered at his words.

    “Will Yulin be coming along?” Azula asked, looking at Raithion.

    “No,” Raithion said. “The children need to stay here. It’s the best way to keep them safe. I won’t risk their lives again.”

    Azula nodded in understanding. Yulin’s poisoning incident filled his thoughts, and he realized Raithion was facing a hard time, too. It could not be easy to choose to leave children behind. After all, Raithion’s wife had been murdered, and his son poisoned.

    “But I wanted to see Grandma,” Yulin said, his voice quiet and pleading.

    “Oh, Yulin,” Azula sat up then, rubbing Yulin’s back to comfort him.

    “Yulin,” Raithion started, then stopped when he glanced at Azula. Azula gave him a subtle nod, and he smiled and met Yulin’s innocent gaze. “This is our home. Dad has to leave for a while, but I will come back to stay with you. So will Grandma. You have Jaguar, who will teach you many things you don’t know yet. I’ll head back to the capital and, before you know it, I’ll be back here with Grandma.”

    “But,” Yulin started, and Azula sighed when he felt the boy tremble.

    “Yulin,” Azula cleared his throat and looked into his eyes. “Remember how you visited Ruri? You said goodbye and promised you’d see each other soon.”

    “Mm. He gave me this to remember him,” Yulin said, pulling back the sleeves of his tunic to show Azula a bronze bracelet given by Ruri.

    Azula smiled as he touched it.

    “Then, you’ll definitely see each other in time,” Azula said. “The same for your grandmother. Even better with your grandmother, because you don’t live so far from each other. You stay here at home, and then before you know it, your grandmother will come to visit you. Or even better, your father will take you to visit her in the capital when it is safe. Right, Raith?”

    Raithion stared at Azula. “Right,” he agreed, holding Azula’s gaze. “You’ve made a braid in Yulin’s hair. Why don’t you offer to put one in mine?”

    Azula squeezed Yulin’s shoulders and shook his head.

    “I can’t do that for you, Raith.”

    Azula touched the braid he’d made for Yulin.

    “Your son has lived through hardship. We all hope he will grow strong and be happy. Children should always receive blessings from the adults around them. As for you,” Azula glanced at Raithion, his heart aching with the weight of his attraction.

    “I can’t braid your hair yet,” Azula whispered. Pressing a kiss to Yulin’s cheek, he got up. “I’m going to check on Sennin and Wolfe.”

    “You’re running away,” Raithion said.

    “Running, sprinting, strolling—I’m doing it,” Azula said with a smile, as he walked around the table with the wafers.

    “Can I come with you?” Yulin asked, holding on to Azula’s left hand.

    “Of course,” Azula reached down and lifted Yulin. “Let’s go find out if they have something good to eat. What does Yulin like?”

    “Peaches,” Yulin said, wrapping his arms around Azula as they left the terrace.

    ****

    Raithion watched them leave with a sigh.

    “He didn’t ask what I like to eat,” Raithion said as he sat back to stare at the view Azula liked so much. What did Azula mean by he couldn’t braid his hair yet?

    Raithion frowned and touched his lips. The kiss he’d brushed on Azula’s lips filled his thoughts.

    Azula remained cheerful during dinner, which they had in the main house. The table included Wolfe, Sennin, and five of the guards who had come with Azula. The rest were at the village, spending time with family.

    Raithion watched Azula care for Yulin and tease him until he was smiling throughout the meal.

    Then, Yulin got sleepy, and Sharian took him to bed after a round of goodnights and a kiss on Yulin’s forehead from Azula. Then, one by one, the guards excused themselves, including Sennin and Wolfe, until it was just the two of them at the long table in the large dining hall. Azula sat to Raithion’s right, drinking wine in silence.

    Raithion watched Azula, who picked up his goblet and drank deeply. They were having mild wine this evening. Azula seemed to like it very much and had had more than a few rounds.

    “You owe me a thief,” Azula said, his voice slurred as he pointed at Raithion.

    “I didn’t think the wine would make you drunk,” Raithion said, reaching for the bottle on the table. He checked to make sure it was the mild variety, and it was.

    “I’m terrible with liquor,” Azula said. “One glass and I’m drunk. It’s in the genes. Something is wrong with them. They don’t mix with anything alcoholic. I get drunk instantly, but I like this one. It’s not too bad.”

    Raithion returned the wine bottle to its place and leaned his elbows on the table.

    “There’s nothing wrong with your genes,” Raithion said. “I do owe you a thief. I’ll take you there in the morning. You’ve been so busy with the village, I couldn’t find a good time to take you.”

    “Morning sounds good,” Azula said with a sigh, leaning back in his chair. “You kissed me when we were with Yulin on the terrace. Why?”

    “Because I wanted to,” Raithion said. “I would kiss you again if you let me, Azula Doriel. You make my heart shake. You have for a long time, even when you didn’t want to see me. You can be angry with me for doing it, but I’m not regretting it.”

    “It wasn’t a big kiss,” Azula said with a chuckle. “You touched my lips with yours. If that’s what you think a kiss is, then you’re mistaken. I’ve heard they’re meant to be longer.”

    Raithion grinned. “I was testing your mood.”

    Azula sat up, shifting in his chair so that he could look at Raithion.

    “Raithion,” Azula said, his voice soft. “I have wanted to kiss you since I saw you at the balcony table at the Teba Inn. What happened after…”

    Azula shook his head and reached for the goblet again to drink.

    Raithion stood up then and reached for the goblet, but Azula moved his hand away.

    “No. I get to drink tonight,” Azula insisted, shaking his head. “I don’t get to drink often. So, don’t take this away.”

    Raithion leaned back on the table, his eyes locked on Azula’s flushed face. The scent of wine clung to Azula, dizzying and sweet.

    “Azula.”

    “I love how you say my name,” Azula whispered. He closed his eyes and sighed, letting his head loll against the back of the chair. “Why do I love it so much?”

    Raithion crossed his arms against his chest, his knuckles white, fighting a losing battle against the raw, aching urge to haul Azula out of that chair and hold him against his own body. Every instinct screamed at him to act, to bridge the distance, but the fragility of the moment held him back. Azula was drunk, drifting on the wine, and Raithion refused to take advantage of his vulnerability, no matter how much his own blood pounded in his ears.

    Azula finished his drink and placed the goblet on the table. He stood up slowly, swaying a little.

    He looked so handsome tonight. He’d taken a long bath and dressed in a white tunic with the collar open to show off the carnelian stone resting on his collarbone. He wore white trousers, and his feet were in sandals. His long, strawberry blonde hair was free, falling over his shoulders like spun silk. Azula had left it to dry.

    Azula swayed again, and as he pushed his chair back, he reached out and gripped Raithion’s left elbow.

    Raithion stepped in to steady him, and Azula promptly collapsed into him.

    Raithion could not help wrapping his arms around him. He took a deep, steadying breath as Azula rested his weight against him, his head coming to rest on Raithion’s right shoulder.

    The contact was intoxicating, a manifestation of a dream he’d held captive in his mind for years. Azula smelled of wine and something uniquely, heartbreakingly his. He felt too good, like waking up from a long, barren winter into a sudden, blinding spring.

    Azula let out a soft sigh and then wrapped his arms around Raithion’s shoulders, pulling him closer. He lifted his head, his heavy-lidded eyes meeting Raithion’s gaze with a softness that stole the breath from Raithion’s lungs.

    “Since you started it, Raithion Maenaer,” Azula whispered. He leaned up on his toes and cupped Raithion’s face, pulling him down to bridge the final, agonizing inch between them. He fit his lips to Raithion’s in a demanding kiss.

    Raithion tightened his arms around Azula’s waist, a low, possessive rumble vibrating in his chest as he lifted him flush against him, ending any distance between them. He deepened their kiss, claiming him, losing himself in the breathless, yielding press of Azula’s lips.

    The universe narrowed down to the frantic, erratic rhythm of their heartbeats hammering in unison against their ribs. The feel of Azula kissing him back was heady, raw, and thick with a desperate passion. It was everything he’d ever imagined, but sharper, wilder, and infinitely more consuming than he ever could have prepared for.

    *****

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  • Blades of Ashes – Ch 19

    The Case of the Commandery Princess and the Prime Minister’s Narrow Escape

    Chapter 19

    Five years of not knowing compounded in a wave, and Azula’s tears streamed down his cheeks as he watched the considerable number of Sura people approaching him. It had been so long since such a happy event had occurred; he could barely dare to believe it.

    “Azu, they are real,” Sennin said, laughing next to him.

    “It’s unbelievable,” Wolfe said, his voice caught between awe and surprise.

    Azula laughed, too, when the first of the men reached him and pulled him into a tight hug. Azula sank into the joyous, sun-warmed warmth as more people came to hug them, crying and laughing at the same time. Azula could barely get a word out, laughing when he was kissed on his cheeks, eager hands touched his unbraided hair, and his shoulders were patted.

    Then the group parted to let an older man, who was walking with the help of a cane, come through. Azula took a good look, and he let out a happy shout, rushing the man in a frantic need to hug him.

    “Torak!” Azula wrapped his arms around his father’s trusted attendant.

    “Torak, they said you died,” Azula cried, holding him tight but carefully. “They said you died.”

    “Azula,” Torak said, his voice hoarse with emotion as he held on to Azula, too.

    Azula closed his eyes, burying his face against the old man’s shoulder. The familiar, comforting scent of dried tea leaves enveloped him, anchoring him to a childhood he thought had been erased. Torak had taken care of his father all his life, and he had been Azula’s fiercest protector when he was a boy. Whenever his father’s scolding words had cut too deep, Torak was the one who would quietly slide a bowl of sweet nut pudding into his hands and sit with him by the edge of the lake, staying until the heavy silence lifted and Azula could smile again.

    Now, holding this living, breathing miracle, a profound wave of euphoria crashed over Azula, making his chest ache with a fierce, beautiful happiness. He squeezed Torak tighter, feeling the older man’s frame tremble with the same overwhelming emotion.

    “Mom was most regretful about you,” Azula managed to say between breathless, tearful sobs. “She wanted so badly to see you married and blessed with children. She cried at the thought that you had passed without sons. Oh, it is so good you’re still alive!”

    Torak’s chest heaved, and then he let out a booming, joyous laugh that instantly catalyzed the crowd around them, setting off a chain reaction of bright, ringing laughter.

    “He has a wife now!” Oren called out, clapping his hands in pure delight. “Lady Lasma won’t have to worry about him anymore. Torak, look at what you’ve done to our lady! At least you met Belle and have two children now. Otherwise, our lady would still be weeping at the thought of being a matchmaker for an old man.”

    Azula finally stepped back, his hands resting gently on Torak’s shoulders as he beamed, drinking in the sight of him from his weathered face down to his sturdy boots. Despite the new walking cane, Torak looked radiant and healthy.

    “The fates are kind,” Azula declared, a breathless, ecstatic laugh escaping his lips. “They have been so incredibly kind. I have no words for this joy.”

    Feeling a sudden pull, his gaze shifted across the clearing to Raithion, who stood tall and steadfast at the edge of the vibrant crowd. Catching his eye, Azula let his heart overflow into his expression, softly mouthing to him, “Thank you.”

    Raithion smiled and nodded his head once.

    ****

    Raithion watched Azula mingle among his people with a sense of excitement. He smiled too hard, which had Haedor tilting his head to look at him with a teasing glance.

    “You look happier than Prince Azula, whose eyes have turned red from crying with happiness,” Haedor said.

    Raithion ignored him and crossed his arms against his chest. His gaze fixed on Azula, who was busy listening to Orin and Torak with interest. An endless update had begun as the two men shared news from the past five years, supported by their people, almost talking at the same time.

    Knowing this reunion would take time, Raithion moved to settle on a large root under the shade of the baobab tree. It would take some hours before they were all caught up. And, there was still one more thing to show Azula.

    Raithion was adjusting his boots when a hoarse, harsh cry filled the clearing. He stood, worried Azula had received some terrible news. But it wasn’t Azula who cried; it was Wolfe, the man Raithion had come to understand was Azula’s fiercest protector. Wolfe knelt on the grass, holding a five-year-old boy. His eyes were filled with tears as he stared at the boy, and then up at the young woman holding the boy’s shoulders.

    “Suli!” Wolfe said. “How?”

    “I—” Suli broke off, her cheeks colored red. “Remi and I, we were together. He asked me to marry him the night before he died. We were to seek your permission and meet with Chief Marius for our marriage ceremony. I—I didn’t realize I was pregnant until two months later.”

    Wolfe stared at the boy, his eyes wide, tears flowing freely down his cheeks. “He looks so much like Remming when he was a boy. It’s like he’s back to life.”

    Raithion sat down, relaxing as he watched Wolfe stand and then lift the boy into his arms, hugging him tight. Then he pulled the woman he called Suli into his arms and held them both, his tears endless.

    Sennin was also having an animated conversation with an older woman and her family, their features animated as they held on to each other. It looked like it was a series of reunions for everyone.

    Azula extracted himself from a group surrounding him and walked toward Raithion, a smile lingering on his lips.

    Raithion tried to steel himself, but looking at Azula now, he was irrevocably lost. A profound, aching warmth bloomed in his chest, a yearning so intense it made his pulse race. Azula looked radiant, his face illuminated by pure, unadulterated happiness. It was impossible not to love him more in this moment.

    Azula stopped right in front of him. His hands at his sides, fingers flexing with nervous energy before he curled them into tight fists and drew a deep, steadying breath.

    “Raith,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “I owe you a debt of gratitude.”

    “You don’t,” Raithion countered softly, desperate for Azula to understand the depth of his devotion. “Their lives are my penance, Azula. There are those I couldn’t save; their lives still weigh heavily on my conscience. This isn’t a debt. This is simply giving your people what they have always been owed.”

    “I don’t—”

    “I am just so happy that you are happy,” Raithion interrupted. “This is all…Please, don’t thank me, Azula. Just accept it as it is.”

    Azula searched his eyes for a long moment, swallowed hard, and then glanced back at the boisterous, celebrating crowd.

    “I want to stay among them a little longer,” Azula admitted. “Torak has invited me to his house. I want to see it and meet his children.”

    A sudden, sharp spike of anxiety hit Raithion’s chest. “Are you going to remain here then?” he asked, terrified that Azula would choose to stay in the village for the rest of his time in Draeya.

    “No,” Azula said, his smile widening with reassurance. “You’ve protected them in secret for so long. If I stay, your efforts might be compromised. Besides, we came to Draeya for another matter. I just… I want to be among them for a few more hours. Do you understand?”

    Relief washed over Raithion in a sweet, intoxicating wave. He held Azula’s gaze, nodding gently. “We’ll talk about the rest when you return to the manor.”

    Azula agreed with a nod. He lingered for a heartbeat, holding Raithion’s gaze, before he turned and practically sprinted back toward Torak. It was a light, carefree, ecstatic run that made Raithion’s heart soar.

    Torak threw an arm over Azula’s shoulders, and the entire group began to move together like a joyous wave, bound for Torak’s home. Raithion knew the place well; he had watched the Sura gather there for years, sharing communal meals, weathering hardships, and celebrating marriages and birthdays.

    Just as Raithion assumed he and Haedor would be left behind in the clearing, Oren broke away from the group and hurried to his side.

    “Draeya Prince,” Oren said, his face flushed with excitement. “Torak reminds us that you often honor his table, and now you have brought our chieftain back to us. Please, you must join the celebration.”

    Raithion’s instinct was to decline to give them space, but the earnest, pleading look in Oren’s eyes, coupled with the sheer euphoria of the day, won him over. He rose from the tree root and turned to Haedor and Sharian.

    “Shall we?” Raithion asked, unable to mask the profound happiness vibrating in his voice.

    Oren offered a grateful grin before rushing back to flank Azula.

    “Look at you, absolutely elated,” Haedor teased, falling into step beside him. “You’re grinning as though you’ve never tasted a single meal in Torak’s house before.”

    “This meal is different,” Raithion said. He left the horses in Sharian’s capable hands, his chest bursting with a rare lightness as they followed the laughter of Azula’s people on foot.

    Haedor let out a booming laugh, but for once, Raithion didn’t care about his right-hand man’s teasing. His eyes were fixed on Azula, and his heart had never felt so fulfilled.

    ****

    A spontaneous celebration began in Torak’s compound. Savory food was cooked, children played, and anyone who wished came up and entertained Azula, Sennin, and Wolfe. Whether it was embarrassing, heartfelt speeches or stunning, soulful songs from talented ones, it was all received with enthusiasm.

    Azula refused to make a speech when it was time to eat. Instead, he urged Wolfe to make the toast on behalf of his son, Remming, who had gone to the beyond but had left behind a beautiful boy, a surprise gift from fate. Everyone drank to the toast with misted eyes.

    The afternoon was spent talking and drinking together. Then, as the sun started to slide below the horizon, the clan members drifted back to their homes, and Torak invited Azula into his house along with Wolfe, Sennin, Raithion, and Haedor. Oren also stayed behind, as it seemed they managed the affairs of the clan together.

    Sennin was the first to give an account of the island’s fate since their return.

    “Azula led the procession for the twenty-eight clan members who died with Chief Marius,” Sennin said, his tone solemn as he narrated the funeral details. “We offered carnelian stones and dust to ease their path to the next world. Alise was injured and expecting Yemin’s child. So, Magnus and Lady Lasma asked Azula to step up and take on the mantle. He did, and so became the mourning chief he is today.”

    “What about you, Torak?” Azula asked. “I want to hear about you. What happened to your leg? Why did they say you died with my father? I thought you were—”

    “I’ll answer all your questions, Azu. Take a breath,” Torak said with a laugh.

    Azula sighed and sat back on the couch, looking around the room with a small smile.

    Torak sat next to him, his leg stretched out to ease the day’s pains. His wife and children were in the kitchen, talking to Wolfe’s grandson and Remming’s wife.

    Raithion sat in an armchair in the corner next to Wolfe, their strange silence oddly interesting to watch. Azula found their awkward interaction interesting. Wolfe made several attempts to start a conversation with Raithion, stopping each time with a wince. Azula bit back a laugh as he remembered the extent of Wolfe’s serious annoyance with Raithion before. Well, this would be an interesting period.

    Azula dragged his attention back to Torak, astonished that his gaze kept seeking out Raithion, even at this time.

    “The night your father was arrested, he asked me to help everyone leave the capital,” Torak said, his words drawing all of Azula’s attention. “The officers from the magistrate’s office came and took charge of him and the men they found in the Doriel manor. I focused on making sure Alise, Lasma, and all the women made it out safely with the family chests, making sure they went out of the city first. By the time I returned, the officers had already taken the men away. I followed them and managed to pay off a prison guard so that I could see Marius in the cells.”

    Torak sighed and met Azula’s gaze.

    “Your father knew what the magistrate’s office was going to do by then,” Torak said, shaking his head. “I didn’t know how until later.”

    “What do you mean?” Azula asked. “How could Dad know what would happen to him?”

    Torak pulled an old envelope from his pocket and held it out to Azula.

    “He gave me this envelope to give back to your sister,” Torak said. “Since you’re Chieftain, I think this should go to you.”

    Azula frowned, glancing at Raithion for a second before he opened the envelope to find an old paper carefully folded inside. It was a note.

    It read: The charge is treason, like Black Cove. Save as many of your people as you can. The capital is no longer safe for your clan. There is no way to escape what is coming.

    Azula frowned, as the note was not signed.

    “Who sent this?” he asked, glancing at Torak. Torak smiled, knowing Azula understood he had read the note.

    “The one who wrote the note was Thanir Maenaer, Marquis Draeya at the time,” Torak said. “His warning allowed us to start evacuating. Whoever was saved first is thanks to that note.”

    Azula’s heart skipped, holding the crinkled note with care. He could not have imagined such a thing existed. He returned it to the old envelope and slipped it into his pocket.

    “But why would he write such a warning?” Azula asked, turning to Raithion.

    “I was surprised to discover your father was acquainted with mine,” Raithion said. “The relationship was distant, only enough for a warning, but my father always offered his counsel when Chief Marius requested information.”

    Azula nodded, adding to himself that Marquis Draeya was also someone he needed to know more about.

    “As for how I broke my leg, it happened during our own escape from the city. When I heard what happened to Marius, I tried to get everyone into plain carriages headed for the port,” Torak said. “Marius had asked me to retrieve Remming Silverberry’s body. The boy was lynched, then taken to a morgue on the outskirts of the capital. We managed to find him and had to outrun a group of mercenaries on the way out of the capital. One of them got me with an arrow, but we managed to drive the carriage out. Oren and I.”

    “On the way, hoping to reach the port, we ran into the Draeya Prince’s legion soldiers,” Oren said. “They told us the last Sura ship had sailed a day before. So, they directed us into Draeya County and to safety. From there, we started collecting everyone left behind and brought them here. Some we saved in time; others we could not.”

    Torak nodded and reached out to take Azula’s hand. “Those who could not make it, we brought back anyway. We buried them in a plot just a ways from our settlement here,” Torak said. “Lord Raith has been very generous and has supported our community for five years now. We are very grateful.”

    “This is one story of the many you’ll find among our people here,” Torak said to Azula. “I may have hurt my leg, but others lost family and friends in the mad rush to Draeya County. We tried to reduce the loss during the purge, but the Lyrian people only needed to see the color of our hair, and the charge of greedy silver forgers was placed on our heads. Prejudice is an unforgiving master. ”

    Oren nodded in agreement, shaking his head at the memories of the past.

    “We’re happy to find out that the island survived,” Oren said. “That our Chieftain is strong and has found us. We are grateful to Lord Raith for looking after us all this time and bringing you to find us.”

    Azula looked away, his chest tightening as a heavy, suffocating wave of grief crashed over him. He knew the agonizing pain of loss and the gnawing rot of uncertainty all too well. Hearing Torak’s and Orin’s stories tore open an old wound inside him, one that pulsed with a fresh, sharp ache the moment he allowed himself to feel it.

    He pictured the desperate rush to the port, the mercenary arrows, the lynching of young men, and the graves just outside the settlement, and his eyes burned with unshed tears. For a brief, terrifying second, the sheer weight of his people’s trauma threatened to pull him under.

    He suddenly missed his father terribly. Marius always knew what to say or do.

    But he was their Chieftain now. He couldn’t afford to break, not here.

    “Alright, the past stories will have their time,” Azula finally said. His voice trembled slightly before he forced himself to swallow down the thick lump of sorrow lodged in his throat. He blinked rapidly, grounding himself in the present, taking quiet comfort in the warmth of the small room and the reassuring existence of the surviving. “Then, I’ll tell you what I’ve brought with me. You can help me plan our next steps.”

    Torak nodded and squeezed his hand tightly.

    “Good,” Azula said. “On the island, the families with missing members registered their names on a list. Sennin will get the list tomorrow, and we can go through it together. This way we’ll know who has been found and who is still missing.”

    “We also have a list,” Torak said with a happy laugh. “It should help finish the task much faster.”

    “I brought a whistle that will call homing pigeons. We can use them to send messages to the island,” Azula said. “This way, there will be messages from families. Obviously, all this should be done with Lord Raith’s permission.”

    “Thankfully,” Torak said. “Aren’t you worried about exposing our presence here?”

    “I am,” Azula said. “But this worry should not last. I’m on the way to the capital to find a way to resolve our clan’s fate. I have a guard that—”

    “Your guard should go with you to the capital. Don’t leave them here,” Raithion cut in then. “This village is well protected, and the legion officers stationed here to guard belong to me. The village is safe.”

    Azula met his green gaze for a minute, then nodded. “Trust in Lord Raith’s arrangements.”

    Torak glanced at Raithion, then back at Azula with a small frown.

    “So, will you sleep here?” Torak asked, drawing Azula’s attention when he took his hand.

    Azula shook his head. “Wolfe should stay. Let him spend time with his grandson and daughter-in-law. Sennin, too. He has found his aunt. I’ll head back with Lord Raith to keep up appearances.”

    There were murmurs of protest at Azula’s plan, but Azula was quite skilled at extricating himself. Raithion stood, and Azula followed suit.

    Everyone in Torak’s house walked them out, making Azula promise to return the next day.

    Azula left Sennin and Wolfe, then mounted his horse. Raithion urged his horse next to Azula’s.

    “Are you sure you don’t want to sleep over?” Raithion asked.

    “I’m sure,” Azula said as he turned his horse away from Torak’s house, heading out of the compound. “Being among them makes me want to forget what my goal is in Lyria. They make me want to ride back to port to make sure they sail to the island to meet their loved ones. But that doesn’t solve anything. In any case, you said we need to be careful.”

    “Yes,” Raithion said, urging Haedor and Sharian to join them with a glance. “No one will notice we returned two short now that we have Sharian with us.”

    Azula urged his horse forward, and they started the journey back to the manor.

    ****

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