Love (Ai) – Part 4
Kyo opened his eyes when Ryuu lay him on a bed. Sitting up in a panic, he looked around the large elegant room. Ryuu removed his converse shoes.
“Stop that,” Kyo said, moving to get off the bed.
Kyo would be darned if hooker was added to his list of names. He would at least keep his dignity intact if he was to be bought.
“Will you relax?” Ryuu sighed.
Pushing Kyo back on the bed with a hand on his chest, Ryuu arranged pillows behind his back and made sure he was comfortable.
“I’ll get you something to eat. You weren’t exactly puking back there, more like dry heaves. What’s wrong with you? Don’t you take care of yourself? When was the last time you ate?”
“I don’t know, last night,” Kyo said, tired. His head was starting to hurt. He didn’t think he could go to the club anymore, but Kaori was waiting for him.
Sighing, he started to get up again, but Ryuu pushed him back into the pillows.
“Stay,” Ryuu said grabbing the phone from the bedside table. He talked quietly into it and Kyo suddenly realized how irritating that was. People talked loudly into their phones so that others could hear what they were saying. At least in his world that was how it worked.
“You do that a lot,” Ryuu commented replacing the phone.
Kyo stared at him confused by what he was talking about.
“You’ve been frowning and staring at me the entire evening.”
“You’re annoying,” Kyo said with a sweet smile. “In the past hour, you’ve pulled me out of a gallery, dragged me to a hotel, introduced me to my so-called mother, kidnapped me off the streets of Shibuya, and now I’m in a hotel room with you pushing me into a bed. I think my next stop should be the police station. You’re harassing me.”
“Harassing?” Ryuu chuckled. “I think you’re the one who is too weak to deal. You protest too much, you’re hard-headed, you don’t eat, and now you are so weak I’m afraid you’re going to pass out on me. Who’s a burden now?”
“You are,” Kyo said, reaching up to undo his ponytail.
Maybe releasing his hair would ease his growing headache. Pulling off the black rubber band, he tossed it on the bedside table and ran his fingers through his long hair. He moaned in relief. Yep, his hair had been too tight.
“I think I need a shower.”
“You’re welcome to use the bathroom,” Ryuu said.
Opening his eyes, Kyo found Ryuu studying him with a very intense gaze. It captured him and he could feel little tingling sensations traveling through his chest finding their way to his heart where they filled up making his heart feel like it was going to burst. He let out a soft breath and broke the gaze.
“I think I should leave,” Kyo said with a trembling tone.
“After you eat,” Ryuu said settling on the bed more fully. “Tell me, Kyo, what has you so upset about your mother finding you? You should be happy.”
“Happy,” Kyo scoffed. “I suppose her giving me up years ago was also an occasion I should be happy about. Why does she want me back now? I’m twenty-two years old. I have survived by myself for that long. I can keep going alone.”
“But you don’t need to,” Ryuu said gently. “She loves you and wants to take care of you. Is that too hard to understand?”
“Is that the reason why you have those stupid papers with you? She’s going to buy my love?”
“You don’t want the money?” Ryuu asked with a raised brow. “You’d be the first.”
“I don’t need her money,” Kyo spat out. He wasn’t for sale even to his mother. “I was contemplating accepting it, just for the sake of my friends, but I don’t want it. I don’t want anything to do with her.”
“You’re really stubborn,” Ryuu said in wonder. The sound of the doorbell interrupted them and Ryuu sighed. “Don’t move, Kyo. If you do, I’ll carry you back and tie you to the stupid bed.”
“How kinky,” Kyo replied, watching his handsome captor leave the elegant room.
Leaning back on the pillows, Kyo closed his eyes and wondered why he wasn’t doing exactly as he needed to do. He could get up and leave while the waiter was bringing in the food. Sitting up, he moved to get off the bed, but he was still weak from his earlier nausea attack.
To be truthful, he had not eaten since the day before lunchtime, when Kaori made ramen at her apartment before he rushed out to go for his classes at the university. Kyo ran a hand through his messy black hair and sighed. Judging from the size of this hotel room, he was expecting a very delicious meal.
Five minutes later, Ryuu came into the bedroom pushing a dinner cart. The scent of roasted meat assaulted Kyo’s senses, making his mouth fill with saliva, he wondered if he might have been a dog in his past life. The meat seemed to hit the right spot for him. Moving his feet over the bed, Kyo watched as Ryuu brought the cart closer to him and set about opening dishes to reveal the delicious meal.
Handing him a fork, Ryuu chuckled.
“Don’t eat the plate.”
“Bastard,” Kyo said sending him a smile before he dug into the roasted beef that was now bite-sized thanks to Ryuu. “My goodness, this is really good. So good, you should have some before I eat it all.”
“Go ahead and eat,” Ryuu replied in amusement as he sank into an armchair by the bed. “You really don’t take care of yourself, Kyo.”
“I do too,” Kyo said when he could.
Picking up the glass of mixed fruit juice, he drank half the contents before he spared Ryuu a glance. At some point, the jacket and bow tie had disappeared and the pristine white shirt was now open at the collar. The sleeves pulled back to his elbows.
He is even more handsome, Kyo thought with a sigh.
Too handsome, Kyo decided. The fact that he seemed interested was not good on any scale. He might get too involved and then where would he be? Prying his eyes away from the vision of perfection before him, he returned it back to his roasted beef.
“Why are you in a tuxedo? Surely, you’re late for whatever occasion you were going to.”
“I had to cancel it,” Ryuu said. “Rin-san called to tell me she found you. I came to pick you up straight away.”
“Just like that?” Kyo asked in surprise. “You dropped what you were doing just to get me. Aren’t you a bit much?”
“Not really, she’s the boss,” Ryuu said, his tone matter of fact. “It was important business.”
“I’m important business,” Kyo repeated slowly.
Taking a small bite of his meat, he chewed slowly thinking over that piece of information through.
“How ironic,” he said with a sigh. “Oh, well, I’m sorry you wasted your time, Ryuu. You should have gone to the party you were headed to.”
“Actually, it was a wedding,” Ryuu answered. “A friend of mine was renewing his vows tonight.”
“Really, isn’t that sad,” he frowned. “What excuses are you going to give?”
“I had to find you,” Ryuu said.
“The truth must work for you.”
“It does, it’s even better since they already know about you. I’ve been helping Rin-san search for you for a long time now.”
Kyo laughed and shook his head.
“You two deserve each other. Looking for me,” he shook his head, “I’m starting to think I’m in some sort of drama. Please bring out the cameras already, the joke is getting old.”
“No joke, Kyo.”
Kyo looked at Ryuu, biting the edges of his fork, he wondered about the tone in Ryuu’s voice. Was it him or was Ryuu staring at him?
Ignoring it, Kyo finished eating fast and just as he put his glass down, the phone in his pocket buzzed again. Glancing at the clock on the bedside table, he sighed. It was already nine-thirty. He was starting to feel the effects of a very busy day. Reaching for his cell phone, he answered.
“Kaori, do you mind too much if I skip tonight? The exhibition tired me out.”
“Fine, if you promise to meet me for breakfast. You also have to tell me what’s going on today.”
“Sure,” Kyo said in relief. Promising to call her at eight in the morning, he hung up and glanced at Ryuu. “Thanks for dinner, it was really good. I think I should be going home now.”
“Where is home?” Ryuu asked leaning forward in his seat.
“I thought you knew everything about me?” he answered pushing the cart away and standing up. Yawning, he reached for the rubber band he dumped on the bedside table and tied his hair. “I’m leaving now.”
“I’ll take you home.”
Ryuu stood, suddenly crowding Kyo in the space between the bed and the armchair. Dropping his arms, Kyo looked up to say something but found he was standing way too close to Ryuu.
“I think I really need to leave,” Kyo said when his body sang with excitement at their closeness.
He could handle a lot of things, but rejection always made him feel terrible. If Ryuu was not interested in him, he took a step back. Ryuu stopped him by sliding a hand around his waist and dragging him closer. Once again, he was in a tight hold against Ryuu’s intoxicating body.
“Let me take you home,” Ryuu insisted forcing him to look up into dark smoldering eyes.
Kyo couldn’t comprehend anymore. His hands came up to brace against strong arms covered by the softest fabric he had ever touched. Ryuu’s scent filled him, every corner of his brain filled with a heady mix of spice that had him moving closer just to retain it. He was losing his mind over a scent.
Kyo shook his head trying to gain control, but Ryuu spoiled that by pulling him into a tight hug.
Gasping at the feel of being held so tightly, Kyo closed his eyes as intense heat spread through his body. His fingers bunched Ryuu’s shirt, Kyo wondered if he’d eaten some kind of aphrodisiac to start acting this way. He wanted Ryuu to kiss him, he needed it, and his body was demanding he rub himself against Ryuu and take all that the man wanted to give him. A fire raged through him, he was fully hard, needing relief and he wanted it from Ryuu. He was getting mindless from one hug. Panicking, Kyo pushed away from Ryuu, stumbling back when the man let go of him, he bumped into the bed and scrambled over it so that they were standing separated by the bed.
“Stay there,” Kyo ordered when Ryuu started to come around concern on his face. “I don’t know what you put in the food, but I’m not playing.”
“What are you talking about?” Ryuu asked with a puzzled expression.
Kyo shook his head, locating his bag with his eyes. It was on a table by the floor-length windows that showed off a beautiful night. Stalking to the bag, he grabbed it and hurried to pick up his converse shoes.
Ryuu was clearly thinking he’d lost his mind judging from the confused expression he was wearing. Holding out a hand to make him stop moving, Kyo gripped his shoes tightly and turned to leave the bedroom. Running out into the living room and toward the exit door. Kyo didn’t stop until he was in the elevator leaning on the wall as the numbers counted down.
Taking deep breaths, he wore his shoes and breathed out trying to calm his racing heart. By the time the doors opened on the ground floor and he came out of the elevator, he felt calmer.
Once outside in the cool air, Kyo’s thoughts cleared and he decided to go home get some sleep and act like this was one of those bizarre nights everyone experienced once in a while.



